God!!!! Can It Possibly Get Worse?!!?!!?!!!! Posted: 07-16-04 19:37pm
I hate my life, I really do. I want to
move away from here. I hate all the
people here and I hate everything here.
I want to just pack my stuff and leave and
move to another state. God, last night
I went to a party and a bunch of caca
happened that I don't really wanna talk
about on here. I didn't remember last
night at all, and I talked to someone that
was there earlier today and they told me
everything that went on and all I have to
say is I just wanna die right now. I
feel so gross. I dunno what to do.
I'm so lost right now. I don't have any
friends to talk to about anything and i'm
so alone. I seriously feel like my life
is falling apart. I used to pray all the
time and follow my religion pretty
closely, but now I feel like no matter how
hard I pray, I just keep getting punished
for something. Nothing good is
happening...Or is going to happen. I
know it. I remember 6 months ago
telling people that I felt like my life
was slipping away and everyone was like,
"it'll all be ok and things will get
better". I've been waiting and waiting
but all that is happening is things keep
getting worse. I hate this....I can't
stand it. I don't want to stay here and
I can't go anywhere cuz my parents took my
car keys and my mom busted a break line in
her blazer today so now she's gonna be
driving .M.Y. Car...Which really angers
me the f*ck off. Also, they left and
went out to eat and took ethan and my
brother with them and left me here. The
reason they went out to eat was cuz there
isn't any food here....So what do they
expect me to eat??? D@mn i'm pissed...I
think i'm just gonna go.
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bd1012
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 May 2004 Posts: 1998
Posted: 07-16-04 20:34pm
She took your keys away from you? How
old r you, just wondering because if your
over 18 then you should not stand for
that. Not that it was your fault, i'm
just saying that I would be like f** you,
i'm leaving and taking ethan. Have you
ever told them how you felt about them
taking ethan at their will? Did they ask
if you wanted to go with them to dinner?
Sorry the 21 questions, I just need to
know so I know how to react. I have been
known to jump the gun here quite a few
times.
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BbyBlu0602
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Feb 2004 Posts: 822 Location: Virginia
Posted: 07-16-04 21:10pm
Yeah she took away my keys. I'm 17.
I've talked to them numerous times about
taking ethan, it's always the same and
stays the same. No, they didn't ask me if
I wanted to go. They called home and
talked to my little brother and told him
to get ready cuz they were going out to
dinner. I asked him what the wanted and
he was like, "they're coming here to pick
me up to go out to eat."
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bd1012
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 May 2004 Posts: 1998
Posted: 07-17-04 08:45am
That's so f'd up. Are you almost 18 at
least? You def need to get out of there
soon one day when they are gone or if you
ever have ethan alone. Once your 18,
they can not take your keys away from you!
If they do, you can call the cops. If
they take ethan they may get in trouble
for kidnapping because it was without your
permission. Even if calling the cops
that one time does nothing, if your 18
they can't do anything to you or you can
call the cops again and have something
against them that may get them in jail
depending on what they do.
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newlife
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Jun 2004 Posts: 874
Posted: 07-17-04 11:23am
Well whether you are 18 or not they cannot
just take your son. Believe me you are
his parent ,and it is considered to be
kidnapping. And as for the car, who
bought it (i mean paid for it), and whose
name is on the tilte?
I don't know if you wok or not, but you
are 17 so if you don't have a job you need
to get one fast. That way if your 18th
b-day is ar enough you'll be ready to move
out by then. And you can get a lot of
help from the government. I wanted to
move out the day I turn 18, but b/c I need
to be 18 to fill out my apartment
application, I realize that won't happen
but I still plan on being out of this
house when I am 18, even if I have to live
in a hotel or motel for a couple of weeks.
Soyou really need to work, and I know
that being young you want to spend all of
the money that you get on stuff, but if
you want to move you have to save. Oh
yah, start making notes of when your
parents take ethan without your
permission, and when you tell them about
it, also make a note of when they leave
you with nothing to eat like they did.
Eventhough you are a mother ,they are
still responsible for your well being, and
not feeding you is neglect.
Huni I am so sorry things are so bad. I
know nothing I say or do will make it
better, but I truly hope things work out
better for you! It must suck the way it
is. As for your son. Baby, ethan is
yours! You have to put your foot dowen
sometime. I'd call the cops the next time
they take my child without asking. As for
the car. Who's is it? I'd try something.
Hun, I am so sorry. I love you.
Love,
chanda
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mommabear16
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 16 Jan 2004 Posts: 1222 Location: illinois
Posted: 07-17-04 15:07pm
Wow. Sounds like both of us have some
f-ed up things to death with...Dude we are
close in age and ethan is one day older
than alexander. Too bad there is no way
that you could get here and we could move
in together
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BbyBlu0602
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Feb 2004 Posts: 822 Location: Virginia
Posted: 07-17-04 15:13pm
Yeah, we do have a lot in common. That
would be really awesome. I dunno what
i'm gonna go about a job tho. I was going
to go to mtc this fall and take classes to
become a vet assistant, but I couldn't get
enough money saved up to pay the tuition
because i'm still paying off hospital
bills . Registration
was 2 weeks ago, so I guess i'm not
getting the job I wanted. It's like
everyone tells you to get a good job so
you can make good money and be happy, but
in order to get that freaking job you have
to have money to pay for the freaking
schooling in the first place. Maybe next
year....
Hey girl sorry to hear about that.
Sometimes situations suck and there's
never an explanation as why it happens.
But don't worry it never rains forever
right. The sun has to come out sometime
soon. Just keep your head up don't let
everything around you bring you down. You
do have to put your foot down with your
parents you're not a little girl anymore.
They have to see that.
About schooling, is there any other
altnerative for you to pay for the school.
Maybe financial aid or a student loan.
There could be someway you can work with
that.
. Registration
was 2 weeks ago, so I guess i'm not
getting the job I wanted. It's like
everyone tells you to get a good job so
you can make good money and be happy, but
in order to get that freaking job you have
to have money to pay for the freaking
schooling in the first place. Maybe next
year.... 
