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*j@ydynsmama*
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***i've Turned Over a New Leaf~***plz. Read***
Posted: 07-19-04 13:20pm
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Hey everyone! This may be kindda long
but please read--
**the other day I was walking jaydyn
around at like 2 am so she'd go to sleep
and I saw the innocence in her eyes and I
thought of what a great life I wanted to
give her...So I started thinking about
god. I woke my mom up and we started
talking and she said that when she got
preg. With me(she was unwed and 21) my
grandma dragged her to an abortion clinic
to abort me, but my mom refused and had
me. I started thinking about what would
have been of me if she would have aborted
me?!? I wouldn't be here..Im here b/c of
gods will. I went to church sunday and
got a new perspective on life..I
redidicated my life to christ!--they are
giving jaydyn a baby dedication sometime
soon to essentially "give her back to
god"-- im going to start getting into
church, going every wednesday , and
sunday. Teach jaydyn about god and get
her into church. Im going to b a devout
christian.. Im even thinking of giving
my testimony at church.. To some of you
I know this comes a huge suprise, but the
bible says u must profess ur faith by ur
mouth--to let everyone know and not b
ashamed, and im not..I want everyone to
know my new life..Ive changed in an
instant and im so proud of myself-- no
more bad things in my life, im washing out
the negatives...
Me and zane have gotten back together and
were gonna see where things go..Hes a
great "father" to jaydyn and loves her
very much. Im not having sex again until
im married and if he cant hold out then
nothing will happen between us.
Thanks for listening, and if I ever said
anything to make one of you mad or angry
at me-im sorry, please forgive me..
*for jen, ive finally come to terms and I
forgive you for what u've done and ive
forgiven all that have said something to
make me mad or angry with them*
 I hope that oneday
in everyones future they find god ---ive
noticed a huge difference in myself
already!
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insurancegirl
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Posted: 07-19-04 13:39pm
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That is great, hun! This is a great
direction for you (for anyone). I truely
want to get into a religion, I just have
to do more researching before I decide.
Congrats and good luck!
~jennifer~
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lee25
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Posted: 07-19-04 13:41pm
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I'm very happy for you. I'm catholis and
i've haven't been to church since easter
sunday and I miss it. I always say i'm
going back because I feel like I have alot
of hate in my heart and that's not what I
want to teach my kids. But when I go to
church and elijah starts climbing over or
going under the benches and embarrasses me
to the point where I don't want to go back
until he's a little older. But I pray
every night and ask him to keep me and my
family safe. I don't fail on my prayers
for now that's all I have. But I will go
back, in the meantime my faith is in my
heart.
I hope things work out with you and
jaydens dad, but remember, it doesn't
matter if you change, he has to try to
change too. Otherwise it's not going to
work. As for the sex I don't think od
would think any less of you. You have a
child already and you are trying to put
your life on the right track. Plus don't
make a promise that you might mot be able
to keep. Temptation is very powerful,
good luck again.
Brenda
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nikki_caro
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Posted: 07-19-04 13:42pm
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Jordan I already told you I think thats
the greatest bestest, most wonderful news
ive heard all week and it brought tears to
my eyes! You are jaydyn are going to make
a wonderful family (hopefully with zane)
and you will be blessed greatly!!!! Im
very happy for you!!
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KissyBai912
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Posted: 07-19-04 13:44pm
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Awwww jordie i'm so proud! I could never
do that....Just don't believe. But I
respect people who do and I think it is
absoloutly great!!! Keep it up girl!
Good things happen to good people and you
got your comin!
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*j@ydynsmama*
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Posted: 07-19-04 13:45pm
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Brenda~lol--zane isnt her biological
father..Hes my new boyfriend(as well as an
ex...Lol)...We have nothing to do with her
real dad and maybe never will..I know
temptation is powerful but u can overcome
it. Your church doesnt have a nursery to
keep elisjah?
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nikki_caro
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Posted: 07-19-04 13:50pm
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Lol brenda, chris is far from anything of
church. Dont you have a nursery? Oh its
catholic I dont think they do. I know
christian ones do, I used to be a teachers
aid. Its true that zane has to be a
beleiver too because my pastor always said
if your a christian and your with someone
whos not, they will only bring you down.
They need to beleive too.
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lee25
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Location: new york
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Posted: 07-19-04 13:56pm
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Oh, I thought the name zane was one I
never heard. I heard of some christain
churches having daycares so poeple could
sit in peach at mass. I wish they had
one where I lived at. They should do it
everywhere. I hope you achieve your
goals.
Brenda
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*j@ydynsmama*
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insurancegirl
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Posted: 07-19-04 14:30pm
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Oh, and thank you!
~jennifer~
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sparklypixie12
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Posted: 07-19-04 15:08pm
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Omg jordan I am so so proud of you :d I
truly am-when I read your post I felt so
pleased that you have made this
change.Jaydyn has brought so much to your
life & she's only a few weeks old-i
know that your a fantastic mother &
that the two of you are going to have such
a great life together.She is your angel
& she's gods blessing to you.
Im so glad you've found this-i think it'll
be the making of you.Im also so glad about
you & zane-i reckon your future's very
bright & if he loves jaydyn then
that's just fabulous & your decision
about sex is very responsible &
mature.Congrats on everything-you deserve
it
liz xxx
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lilmama2b_oct04
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Location: Wisconsin
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Posted: 07-19-04 15:27pm
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Jordan, I am very very happy for you. Ive
been wanting to get more involved in my
religion, but it is so true,
un-believers(lol is that a word?) do
truley bring you down... Kevin is
catholic, but doesnt really believe in his
religion, so hes like religion-less...
Ive been trying to get him to go to my
church and become a believer again, but
its so hard to actually do it. We will
talk about it, but never end up doing it.
I need a push, maybe my baby will do the
same thing to me as it did to you. ~at
least kevin will get married in my church,
which involves becoming confirmed
there.... So we will have to take like a
2-3 week confirmation class there, maybe
that will give him a bit of a religious
push.~ I hope everything works out great
between you and zane. It would be
wonderful for jaydyn to have a father
figure in her life, but if not, your a
very strong person, and will still do just
as good.
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bellax0x
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Posted: 07-19-04 15:35pm
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Thats great jordan!!! Im sure youll find
so much happiness with god, and a better
life!
<3
gaby
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linuxChique
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Posted: 07-19-04 15:38pm
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If you really wanna get happy, start
listening to christian music! Its all I
listen too anymore. Pop and rock music,
while cool, gets me depressed. There is
something about christian music that makes
me subconciously happy!
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smith8500
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Location: Louisiana
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Hey
Posted: 07-19-04 15:46pm
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Jordan,
i am so proud of you. People might not
believe but I go to church every sunday
and I am very into it. I'm not perfect, I
don't claim to be, I don't want to be.
But I think there is nothing wrong with
being around the lord and "in touch" with
him. I think it's great how you are proud
to tell everyone about your newfound faith
and that is an awesome thing! Congrats
huni! You are doing it for yourself but
more for jaydyn and that is wonderful!
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*j@ydynsmama*
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 14 Jul 2004
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Posted: 07-19-04 15:58pm
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Thanks ya'll..Ya'll are great!
Erin-im gonna search the radio for some
channels! Lol
again thanks
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babyrae
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Location: Manitoba, Canada
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Posted: 07-19-04 16:00pm
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Oh jordan im so proud of u! It takes a
strong person to be able to do what u are
doing, and this is a good turnaround for
u! Im not much into religion but I know a
girl whos very into her church and she's
such a happy cute boundy person! Lol! I
hope everything works well for u and im so
proud of u!!!!!!!!
shauna
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tweety12986
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Posted: 07-19-04 16:19pm
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That is wonderful jordan I am sure you
will notice a difference in your life now
(of course besides jaydyn) and I hope you
can fulfill every wish and need for her.
And good luck with you and zane I will
keep you in my prayers.
Meagan
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honeycoco
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Posted: 07-19-04 16:21pm
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Jordan that is so wonderful. I am so glad
u decided to post this. I have strayed
away from christ and not been doing hes
will. And its so good to hear someone is
doing his will. Im so glad u posted alot
of us especially me really needed to read
this I have been taking him for granted
when I know all my help come from him.
God bless u for posting he using as a way
to show others.
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mommabear16
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Posted: 07-19-04 16:26pm
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Thats super....
I wish I could get straight again...I'm
trying..I really am!
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