My Schitty Night :( *loong Vent* Posted: 07-30-04 00:30am
Hey guys, I am bored and cant sleep so I
figured i'd spend some time on the comp
and vent a little. I have been having
a rough 2 hours today. I got home from
work and at the end of the car ride I kind
of yell at my bf because I get mad that he
says he doesn't mind picking me up from
work when I know he does because he works
9 hours a day and to top it off he has to
stay up an extra 2 hours to drive at night
to pick me up from work. I said I was
going to quit so I he didn't have to do it
and he was like "i don't mind" and I said
"well don't sit here and say that and then
at the same time talk about how tired you
are, make up your mind" and as I said
"make up your mind" his mom heard and got
mad that I was yelling at him and gave me
caca about it without knowing what the
argument was and it was about something I
wanted to do in his favor. Well I go
outside in my car crying because I just
got attacked as soon as I got home for no
reason and he comes out saying that
everything is ok and to come inside and
there will be no confrontation. Just
as I am about to, his mom comes out
screaming "you two better get the make
love to in the house right now" obviously
I am not going to come to that kind of
request of that nature especially since
that attitude was the very reason I didn't
want to come in in the first place.
Well I tell him to go inside to make it
better but he doesn't and I run to the
driveway crying and he's comforting me,
meanwhile his mom sits on the steps
thinking I will actually come when she's
there. I run down to the beach even
though my bf asked me not to and stay
there for about 5 min. (we live on the
beach kind of) I go back to the house and
look inside secretivly and there is his
mom sitting there waiting for me to come
in which is stupid because I don't want to
see her or feel her eyes on me so I will
not come in as long as she is there and
she should know this. Well she goes to
bed, I come in the house and me and him
talk about the caca she said about me.
Stuff about how I always yell and I do
yell alot but I get frusturated so easily
and I need to vent somehow and I end up
taking it out my bf and she hates it.
Well she was talking about that and how I
can't take my medicine which she failed to
notice I have been taking everyday for the
past week and a half and when my bf told
her that, she said "well, pfft". Oh, I
get slammed for not taking it but no one
notices when I do take it.
everyday I used to hear "did you take your
pill" and I would say no, but since I have
started taking it, I notice she is somehow
unconciously psychic and only asks on days
when I don't take it at my now usual time.
I got so pissed off one day when she
made a whole big deal out of it by turning
the car around so I could take my pill.
as if that one day really mattered to make
such a big deal out of it like that.
Anyway I was talking with my bf and I said
that I wanted to move out and I meant it.
I want out and away from parents.
They do this stupid thing where she works
overnighters at work and his dad has to
come home every night she is not there and
she is there every night he isn't. Why
not hire a babysitter when they go out to
eat then? All his dad does is give a
boring lecture about how you should take
bs from work just for the sake of it being
that way sometimes. No wonder it's
that way, people like him and my dad let
it happen so it will always happen.
That and he talks about how "fat" my bf is
and how he shouldn't eat dinner one night
when he hadn't had anything to eat so I
had to feed him my leftover hamburger sub
and 3 corndogs. He talks about how
stupid it is and how disrespectful it is
to buy 2 pizzas for the both of us instead
of one, but if it wasn't for me saving
those extra peices that we get from
leftovers he wouldn't have lunch on
certain days. (mine are always eaten)
if we pay for the damn pizza, shut the
make love to up and let us enjoy it I hate it when
parents want to pay for stuff for you and
insist that you don't pay for it at all
and then go the cheap route.
anyway sorry this is so long.
Btw can anyone take in a 17 year old
unwanted girl? No baby momma drama here
just in case that would be an issue.
I'll wash dishes if I can't pay rent.
No house hold pile is too big once you're
a dishwasher in a restuarant.
i'll do housework as long as your house is
actually cleanable and I don't have to
scratch my head for an hour wondering how
to tackle a certain mess.
Oh and can anyone take me to work
tomorrow? I don't want any contact
with my bfs mom and she is the only one
who could get me to work unless I could
bum a ride.
Last edited by bd1012 on 07-30-04 08:43am; edited 1 time in total
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bd1012
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 May 2004 Posts: 1998
Posted: 07-30-04 08:42am
Guess no one cares or it's too long to
read. W/e then, I guess it's because i'm
not "one of the girls"
bye.
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lilmama2b_oct04
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Mar 2004 Posts: 1970 Location: Wisconsin
Posted: 07-30-04 10:53am
Im sorry I really dont know you or your
situation... I just read your post... I
passed out earlier before I got to read
it. I havent even read the updates on
heather (julymommy) yet. Lol I guess
thats what I get for not taking a nap.
Hey dont feel bad that nobody responded
yet. The forum has been really really
slow lately. Im sorry you had such a bad
night. Lol I would take you in, where do
you live hehe I hate doing my dishes.
Picking up dirty socks, and puttin some
laundry in the washer and dryer arent
scratch your head tasks right? Lol well
then you wont have a problem cleaning my
place.
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bd1012
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 May 2004 Posts: 1998
Posted: 07-30-04 10:58am
Shoot, that's the stuff that's easiest for
me!! I live in md. Right now things
are a little better but just in case...
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lilmama2b_oct04
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Mar 2004 Posts: 1970 Location: Wisconsin
Posted: 07-30-04 11:02am
My aunt lives in md... But she is here
right now... Lol you coulda hitched a
ride with her.
Sorry to hear the story it must really
suck to have to live in that situation
everyday. Does his mom get into your
business and his because I understand the
two of you are living there but ya'll need
your space too. How old is he?
It sucks you are too young, because maybe
you two could of moved out or something.
How about your parents?
Hope things look better for you.
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bd1012
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 May 2004 Posts: 1998
Posted: 07-30-04 12:34pm
Well it's not bad, I was upset when I
wrote that so it may sound like my
situation is really bad but I just wish we
didn't have to be babysat every damn
night.
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bd1012
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 May 2004 Posts: 1998
Posted: 07-30-04 13:59pm
Mine seem to want to stick their noses
where it doesnt' belong. My dad gets on
my nerves and my stepmom about our
relationship because they talk about how
ours is unhealthy when at the same time,
my dad married twice, and she married
twice and they can't even maintain the one
they have together now! If both of them
come down in november which is my 18th b
day month and I am 18 by the date they
come down and say anything about our
relationship, we will get married that
very day at the courthouse and have the
ceremony later!!
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nikki_caro
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 22 Aug 2003 Posts: 4921 Location: Right here at work!
Posted: 07-30-04 14:04pm
Lol ill take you in!!! You can clean for
me!!! And if you want to be my nanny, I
am paying 125 a week to watch my baby when
I have her! Lol.
That sux about his family, they are way
too controlling and they should stay out
of your relationship! Joses mom tries to
tell him to tell me to leave him alone and
stop bossing him around and blah blah blah
and im like oh like I care!!! She dont
speak english so she cant tell me nothin!
But his mom should really leave u alone!
And why are they telling you both about
your eating habits?? Thats the best thing
about having your own place is you can buy
whatever you want and have to hear no
one!! I do that too, I buy or make alot
of food so you can have the leftovers for
lunch. Which comes in handy all the time!
Pizza dont last long with jose though
lol. But you eat that pizza and let them
talk all they want!
I just read this by the way, im at work
and very very busy! I hate being busy
here! Lol and I live in cali, so wherever
you live, you can catch a bus and come on
down! Lol
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bd1012
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 May 2004 Posts: 1998
Posted: 07-30-04 14:32pm
His parents arent' that controlling, it's
just certain things that piss me off. If
you want to buy something for me and won't
let me pay for it, then be willing to buy
what I want, and not the cheapest version
of it! My dad and step mom get on my
nerves so much!! They want me to grow up
but at the same time think I am a 5 year
old kid who can be ready whenever they
want to take me out somewhere and when I
ask where I am going they say "it doesn't
matter". It phuckin matters because I am
asking!! They do not know how to plan
things at all. They think I can go
somewhere with them in the blink of an eye
and I don't know if they do it on purpose
and to piss me off or they just don't
realize that I am a seperate person and
not a fetus inside the mother. I'll be
damned if I am going to take anymore of
that caca next time they come down here or
I go up there. (they live in mi, thank
god) my grandma treats me like I am 5
years old and my mom, I don't know what to
say about her. There is a suspiscion
that she may have hit on my fiance a while
back and if I find that be true, she will
never see or hear from me again
guaranteed! We havent really spoken much
since december actually. That is after
me and my fiance kick her ass and send her
back to jail for violating probation. I
may not be able to kick her ass since
she's stronger than me but i'm pretty sure
my fiance can!! I can just narrorate
what certain punches are for and explain
my hatred. *i will now say my fiance's
name is josh because the word fiance is
harder to type than josh*
everyday I used to hear "did you take your
pill" and I would say no, but since I have
started taking it, I notice she is somehow
unconciously psychic and only asks on days
when I don't take it at my now usual time.
I got so pissed off one day when she
made a whole big deal out of it by turning
the car around so I could take my pill.
I hate it when
parents want to pay for stuff for you and
insist that you don't pay for it at all
and then go the cheap route. 
i'll do housework as long as your house is
actually cleanable and I don't have to
scratch my head for an hour wondering how
to tackle a certain mess.
