I havent had my period since june 1st and
my s/s are on and off but still here. Why
am I having such a hard time going to make
an appt at the doctors,part of me is
afraid to find out either way
but more afraid that i'm not,
i;m so mad at myself
everytime
I go to pick up the phone and make the
appt, I get scared and dont do it, I say
to myself well I know if I make an appt.
Then my period will come and i'll waste
the dr time for someone who needs it more
than I do.
I know my thinking is totally stupid but I
cant help it...
If anyone could give me some gentle advice
and some good thoughts and support I would
greatly appreciate it
maybe even some baby dust I would be
greatful!! \\ sorry so long
