First thing: this isn't a question or a "i forgot to take my birth control and now I think i'm preg. Whoa is me" post. I do not want a lecture about taking my pills on time and being responsible, I only want to share what is happening
so, today is day six of my period being late. I've taken three pills late this month (i've never forgotten to take a pill, but this month I forgot three!? What's up with my memory this month?) and my husband and I had intercourse a grand total of once this month. I'm not really concerned, because I believe that everything happens to god's plan- if i'm pregnant, i'll be happy, if i'm not then my life will go on.
But i'm dying to know!

i've never been more than two days late since i've started the pill. I took a hpt this morning, and if there are two lines i'm preg, one line at the top and I am not. There was one distinct line at the top, although it was faint, it was very much there, and a smudge of darker pink on the bottom. It wasn't really a line at all- it was a smudge. It looked like there may have been a line, and someone smeared it all up with their finger. I'm going to wait until friday to test again. I have a karate tournament on saturday, and don't want to compete if i'm pregnant, so obviously I want to know! If nothing happens by friday, I will get a blood test, because I could not live with myself if I let my baby be harmed just because a hpt was unclear or wrong.
I don't really 'feel' pregnant, but I can't say I feel not pregnant. My boobs are slightly sore and swollen, but that's typical with my period too. The biggest things that caught my attention were that I haven't been having painful cramps or feeling the normal crapiness that comes prior to my period, and I haven't been craving gummie bears, which is my candy of choice during my period

also, I went to a buffet with my aunt and grandmother, and I ate and ate and ate and ate, but then I ate mashed sweet potatoes which are usually my favorite, and I got sick. Probably from overeating.
I'm almost positive that i'm late for my period because of stress, because I have been under extreme stress this past month (to the point of hyperventalation) I really only took the pregnancy test because I was bored, and I really would like to know before this karate tournament!
I think i'd be more happy if I am pregnant than if i'm not, because it is a great blessing; but it will be a huge surprise as well!!!!