
I was wondering, because I did take another test and it said I was pregnant, and I was soo hoping I would be able to get pregnant around the time I was suppose to have my period, cause if it was before that,

then its not my boyfriends right now. It would be my x finace's. He had me take a test after we split up and it came out negitive, or so I thought until his mom contacted me a few days ago (cause for some reason she kept it?) and told me the line was in the wrong window and its invalid. The reason I dont want it to be his is because hes psycho. He'd take the child no matter what away from me, he told me so when I first had the test. And I would never be rid of him. This makes me really upset cause the child is going to have a messed up life, going from house to house with parents that have different issues on life, not to mention all the stress going to be going on between him and i. Hes going to make my life a living hell, along with his parents. Hell his parents still make my life a living hell. I really dont know what to do ive been soo depressed about this lately, and I almost took a bunch of birth control pills to kill it to make everyones lives better. But I cant do it. I really dont want it to be his and im soo confused. If it is, my bf now will definately leave me. I just wish I never was stupid enough to get myself involved in this situation to begin with. But I do need help or comments, on whats the best thing to do.