Hello,

i'm hoping that I can get some reassurance since my horomones are raging, and they seem to be making my imagination go wild. I broke up with my fiance for a while, and was dating another man til may of this year. He and I were together one last time 5/12 (my cycle that month began 4/26). Because we were both kind of drunk, I don't really remember if he had came inside me or not. Therefore, I had taken some morning-after pills. The pharmacy didn't have the particular kind I was prescribed for, so I ended up taking 2 doses of birth control pills at 4 pills each. My period later came that month on 5/24. My fiance and I got back together after that. On 8/3, I found out through a home pregnancy test that i'm pregnant. I haven't been with anyone else since other than my fiance, and love the fact that i'm pregnant with his child. My last period was 7/2, so i'm about 12 weeks pregnant.

Now, here is the problem, for some reason, I have crazy thoughts that my fiance is not the father, but the other man may be. I keep having these visions where I give birth to a blonde hair blue eyed baby, when we both have dark hair and eyes. One of the reaons for feeling this way is because I read in couple places online that it is possible to still get your period after you are pregnant. Second, it's probably just my hormones acting crazy, and want to cause unnecessary worries.

I keep telling myself that there is nothing to worry about, this is absolutely fiance's baby. I had an ultrasound on 9/19, and the baby was measuring 10 wk and 5 days. Ultrasounds are pretty accurate in dating right? I mean it's impossible that the baby was conceived in may, and still only measure this small. If I was pregnant since may, the pregnancy tests I took before august 4 would have shown a positive. Unless the brand I was using wasn't good enough? See how paranoid I am getting?? I have nobody to talk to about this because I don't want anyone close to know. I didn't tell fiance that I dated someone else during our separation. I've even been thinking about doing a non-invasive prenatal paternity test. Am I crazy? Somebody please help.