Kevin came home yesturday and asked me what I was doing thursday and I said I didnt know, hes like "your going out to lunch with my mom"... I told him to tell his mom I said thanks but no thanks cuz I want to get adjusted better first. Well, his mom already took off of work, so now I have to go. This really ticks me off that they go and make plans for me and dont even ask me how I feel about it. Brooklyn is only a week old today. On thursday it will only have been a week since I got out of the hospital. Im breastfeeding and I want to get that down first before I start venturing out into public. Then I can at least give her a bottle or something if she starts getting hungry, but I dont want to give her a bottle until we have breastfeeding down for awhile. I didnt want to give her one til she was at least 2-3 weeks old. Would it hurt to give her a bottle this one time? Or is it gonna mess up all the time ive spent on trying to perfect breastfeeding? I have milk frozen in the freezer. If I do give her a bottle, this might sound stupid, but should I just put the milk in the bottle before I go, and how do I warm it up when im in a resturant. Im just so stressed and frusterated and this is just adding to it. Im so pissed I cant even think straight. What the hell is this womans problem? She cant even wait til I get settled in and just makes plans without even asking me.