I'm New Here,i'm Bulimic,and I Need Help Posted: 09-29-04 21:41pm
I'm glad I found a forum relating to
eating disorders.Anyway i'm 17 and i'm 140
lbs 5'5.I first discovered self induced
vomiting when I was 13 and I would do it
whenever I ate something I didn't like,it
wasn't much of a problem back then but
this summer it really got to me.Usually
whenever i'm watching tv I see something
that makes me want to eat and I head onto
the kitchen and cosume anything knowing
that i'm gonna be vomitting later
on.Awhile ago I thought I would puke my
lungs out because I got 3 slices of bread
with cream cheese,2 muffins,and some
crackers.It's more of a mental problem
because i'm not really hungry.Afterwards,i
get major headaches,my intestines hurt,and
so do my teeth.It's really gotten serious
now and my mom knows what I do and she
just says"keep doing that and you'll see
what's gonna happen to you",that just
makes me want to destroy myself even
more.After tonight's experience I don't
see myself vomitting anymore after doing
it frequently for the past 3 months,but
then again that's what I always tell
myself but I somehow keep doing it.I'd
really appreciate it if you guys would
give me some sort of advice to help me
fight this problem of mine.
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nobleview
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 23 Sep 2004 Posts: 37 Location: michigan
? Posted: 10-03-04 12:32pm
I know where your coming from it's doing
to be hard to do this alone you my need to
go to and clinic if you don't feel you can
stop by yourself.
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Lost_in_a_werid_world
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 09 Oct 2004 Posts: 28 Location: Canada
Posted: 10-10-04 11:02am
Hey hun
wow your mom really said that.... Dont
you listen 2 her.. Even though she has a
point.. U dont need a negative person in
your life... You have to talk 2 a
friend... Talk 2 a doctor a teacher or
someone at skool... Someone who will
helpp you... Really hun you need
help...If you really want to stop... Show
your mom that you did this all on your
own... Show her that your strong and dont
need her support ... Show her that your
stronger than she thinks you are... Use
that as a stepping block to getting
better... I no you can do
it... You jsut need to talk 2 someone....
Me.. I talked 2 my best friends... Try
the same... See if it helps... But get
professional help... Really hun... Get
it
keep in touch pleasee
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behind_that_smile
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 14 Dec 2004 Posts: 9
Re: I'm New Here,i'm Bulimic,and I Need Help Posted: 12-14-04 19:35pm
ava_adore
wrote:
i'm glad I found a forum
relating to eating disorders.Anyway i'm 17
and i'm 140 lbs 5'5.I first discovered
self induced vomiting when I was 13 and I
would do it whenever I ate something I
didn't like,it wasn't much of a problem
back then but this summer it really got to
me.Usually whenever i'm watching tv I see
something that makes me want to eat and I
head onto the kitchen and cosume anything
knowing that i'm gonna be vomitting later
on.Awhile ago I thought I would puke my
lungs out because I got 3 slices of bread
with cream cheese,2 muffins,and some
crackers.It's more of a mental problem
because i'm not really hungry.Afterwards,i
get major headaches,my intestines hurt,and
so do my teeth.It's really gotten serious
now and my mom knows what I do and she
just says"keep doing that and you'll see
what's gonna happen to you",that just
makes me want to destroy myself even
more.After tonight's experience I don't
see myself vomitting anymore after doing
it frequently for the past 3 months,but
then again that's what I always tell
myself but I somehow keep doing it.I'd
really appreciate it if you guys would
give me some sort of advice to help me
fight this problem of
mine.
i totally understand how you felt...And
isn't it frustrating to hear what your mom
said? I mean that's why I dont' want to
tell her, cuz i'm afraid that she'd say
sth like that to me.....Hang in there,
girl.....For me, i've been trying to
gather more information online..Find out
more about bulimia...Read more other
people's stories...Sometimes those stories
really make you think and help you in some
ways.....
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lizziegirl05
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 27 Jan 2005 Posts: 1 Location: Texas
Same.. Posted: 01-27-05 21:20pm
Yes.... I pretty much have the same
problem.. I eat when im board then I
purge... And even after the smallest
things... I purge jus cuz I "feel fat"
even tho im 120lbs... I really do need
help... Or at least someone to talk to...
Please..
Im
begging
*lizzie* :(
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AlX_Win
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 May 2005 Posts: 3
Posted: 05-01-05 21:14pm
Hey, im also new to this site. I have the
same problem and I know where u are coming
from except my situation is a little
different. Im 16, vietnames, and im a
guy. I weigh 140-142. And I started
vomitting back in oct 2004. It all
started summer 2004 when I tried to lose
fat. Im an athlete and I was never
overwiehgt. I am pretty strong for
someone my age and wieght. (im 5'8" 140
and bench 225-230) but I was trying to get
"cut" so I could see my 6 pack. I
achieved my goal around late july and
since then I started to eat less and less
and watch what I ate more closely. I got
wrong information about maintaing weight,
calories, protein, and all that stuff. I
began to starve myself untill I vomitted
for the first time. Then I would starve
myseklf and vomit around 1 time a week
after a binge. Now I vomit about 4-5
timees a week and each episode usually
follows a 2000 calorie binge with an hour
in the restroom. I tell myself it is the
last time each time and I promise I will
eat normal again, but then I try to starve
myself again and it results in another
binge the next day or even the same day.
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waterbabe
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 05 May 2005 Posts: 5 Location: Dublin
I'm With Ya !!! Posted: 05-05-05 14:44pm
My parents are supportive and it bugs the
hell out of me. I wish they nver found
out.The shame I feel when I think of all
the pain I have caused them is
unbearable.I hate myself for it.Get
yourself better.Prove to your mam that you
can do it.You're a wonderful person-never
doubt that. 8)
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erika426
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Mar 2008 Posts: 1
Posted: 03-02-08 21:59pm
MY MOM SAID THAT SAME THING... its just
fusterating because she knows and she
thinks its on you to change and as much as
i dont want her help i just cant
understand why shes not helping me. i know
you posted this along time ago but i just
read it and seriously when you read it i
had to look at the user name because i
questioned if it was actually me(even
though it couldnt have been becuase i have
never posted here before now)
did you get help? i dont know what to
do..... if you ever see this can you tell
me how things went?
I no you can do
it... You jsut need to talk 2 someone....
Me.. I talked 2 my best friends... Try
the same... See if it helps... But get
professional help... Really hun... Get
it
