Just some good descriptions!

And no I am not like falling into total depression~i'm just.... Not happy right now

confusion

so many questions
so little time
sometimes I ask
am I losing my mind?
So many decisions
i know I can't make
so much criticism
i simply just can't take
i can't please everyone
though I will always try
sometimes I get discouraged
but I don't know why
i hate all the pressures
that are brought upon me
to many decisions
then i'd rather there be
i just can't stand it
don't know what to do
to feel what I feel
if only you knew
i'm not looking for sympathy
i just wish it would end
but I feel it's a battle
that i'll never win.

I thought

i was your best friend
then you treated me bad
you saw I was hurting
you saw I was sad

things seem so different
like you don’t care
i'm hurting so bad
and your not even there

i'm sorry i'm not popular
and I don’t get the guys
i'm beginning to wonder
was our friendship full of lies

i was there when you needed
a friend I would be
that was the time
when you needed me

now is my time
more than ever before
i'm at the point
of not living anymore

we were best friends
apart we were not
friends forever
or so I thought

jacqueline


barely 18,
yet life has seemed so long,
my nightmare is your dream,
my weakness makes you strong,
i’m slowly learning my lesson,
the price i’m paying is high,
the hatred will keep caressing,
inside until I die,
and I am left here hollow,
with nothing left to give,
the hatred will lie inside me then,
i will die whilst it still lives.