Don't Bite My Head Off.. Not Here to Cause a Fight.. Posted: 10-16-04 11:02am
Ok.. After a while of holding back, I
had to ask.. I don't mean to cause rucus
or anything and i'm not mad or upset right
now.. Just confused and disappointed...
Why is it that I see you guys giving
people help all the time and going "awl
it's ok hun, we're here for you" to your
close friends and such, but when I don't
even outright say i'm depressed or
anything but you all begin to think I am..
You say that I am a big baby and an
attention seeker? I asked this in
another thread but I don't think I will
get much of a reply out of there. As
for the whole thing about yahoo.. I say
things I don't mean when I get upset, same
as you guys do and I made a mistake..
That was a bit out of line and I admit it
and apoligize..
As for you all who say I need help..
Fyi, I have a doctors appt thursday and
i'm getting a referral for a neurologist
to see if I have a certain disorder but I
will try to cover as many areas as I can
and see what I can do to help with
whatever is causing this problem I have..
Right now i'm having self worth issues
and kind of sensitive to criticism and
that's why I get so defensive sometimes..
Not expecting you to care.. But just so
you understand. Who knows... It might
be the depo that's causing me to wig out..
Idk.. But i'm not getting off it if
that's the case because it's the best bc I
can get right now.. Anyway.. I just
needed to ask this question and get a few
answers..
One more thing.. Who really wants me
gone? I know you can't make me leave,
i'm not trying to be stupid... I just
dont want to waste your time by being on
here if you don't want me here.. I may
pop in every once in a while and read some
posts so don't freak out if you get many
views and no replies.. Sometimes its me
reading to see what's up but I don't feel
I should say anything because it may cause
more harm than good..
Mommabear.. Sorry for what I said about
you.. I was just really upset at the
time.. If you want to hold a grudge go
ahead but i'm apoligizing for the way I
acted and if you accept... Good.. If
not.. That's fine too.. And btw...
Good luck with all that's going on in your
life, hopefully it all works out for
you.
Pitterpatter.. I wasn't being sarcastic
when I said goodluck.. I said it like
that because I wasn't sure if I should say
it or not.. I wasn't being rude.
Edit: ps.. Fyi.. I don't hate kids, and
if it wasn't for a few issues I have.. I
would actually like having one in the
future and no.. I will more than likely
not
abort if I ever did get pregnant in the
future.. I would prob adopt or keep it.
I already have a deep regret that you
could compare to post abortion syndrom but
no abortion involved.. Just comparable by
the type of regret.. I was actually
thinking about coming to you guys about a
few things that are upsetting me.. But I
guess not now.. Not to be rude at all or
mean but it seems so far you only
support those who fit in your clique..
That's the impression that I get.. I may
be wrong.. Idk
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babyrae
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 19 Jan 2004 Posts: 2957 Location: Manitoba, Canada
Posted: 10-16-04 11:19am
I musta been gone for awhile cuz I dont
really know anything of what ur talking
about?? Im a lil confused lol! Oh
wellz.. Thats what happens when ur not on
everyday! Lol!
Shauna
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bd1012
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 May 2004 Posts: 1998
Posted: 10-16-04 11:34am
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Michelle1337
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 04 Aug 2004 Posts: 1739 Location: Houston, Texas
Posted: 10-16-04 11:36am
Hey girl,
i tried to stay out of all the drama that
went on. So I wasnt directly involved...
But a lot of the stuff you said was
directed towards people I consider
friends. But you sound very sincere in
what your apology so I wanna say that I
forgive you. Even if others dont. We
disagree on a lot of issues, but who
dosent?
To answer your question...The reason
people were freaking out on you at the
time was because they were angry with you.
You said a lot of things that hurt
and/or offended a lot of people. But
i'm sure that goes both ways. I just
think people found it a little odd that
you were talking about aborting on a teen
pregnancy forum....With a bunch of girls
who obviously wouldnt be here if they had
aborted or believed in abortion. If you
ever need someone to talk to, i'm here.
*~michelle~*
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pitterpatter
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Aug 2004 Posts: 619 Location: United States
Posted: 10-16-04 12:02pm
In my opinon when you came on here it was
like you were attacking people. Maybe
that wasn't you intent, but you did come
off that way. I think that when you came
on here and started debating you started
taking the debate too seriously and that's
what got me rowled up. I like to debate
I think it's fun and if people can't
handle the disagreement they shouldn't
debate. Normally people that debate
won't get upset like you did. That's why
I think you got the reaction you got,
because you got so mad. I don't care
anymore it doesn't matter, but I suggest
that maybe you try to stay away from
debating. About the good luck thing it
was just a little too sarcastic to me.
If you weren't sure if you should have
said it or not than yo probably shouldn't
have. I think it's worse to wish someone
good luck when you don't know if you
should than to not wish them good luck.
However, like I said before it doesn't
matter and personally I forgive you. I
wasn't mad at you persay, but I was a
little annoyed at the time. Anyways,
your welcome to hang out if you want just
don't get pissy so easily okay!
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bd1012
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 May 2004 Posts: 1998
Posted: 10-16-04 13:08pm
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IDABABY
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 12 Mar 2004 Posts: 2236 Location: ***Wisconsin Baby***
Posted: 10-16-04 13:13pm
Hey girlie-
I want you to stay, just respect
everyone...Ya know? You have done nothing
to me, and I am willing to help you work
through your problems or answer any other
questions that you may have. I hope you
do decide to stay!
I think the reason you were said to be an
attention seeker is because you posted
about your depression and caca right after
everyone had been argueing with you. I
thihnk that is why.
Everyone respect one another and u stick
around.
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jessamyn
Moderator
Joined: 18 Aug 2004 Posts: 4107 Location: San Diego, CA
Thanks: 11
Thanked:3
Posted: 10-16-04 15:16pm
Bd I have to go run errands right now but
I reallllly wanna read and comment on this
your still a okay hahah in my book muah so
yeah i'll be back
<3 jess
"why cant we be friends why cant we be
friends hhaha"
sorry that was corny evberyone get along
damnit now!
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mommabear16
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 16 Jan 2004 Posts: 1222 Location: illinois
Posted: 10-16-04 15:21pm
Agrees with chanda
thanks bd...What is your name btw?
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jessamyn
Moderator
Joined: 18 Aug 2004 Posts: 4107 Location: San Diego, CA
You've never said anything to offend me,
and i've never seen you say anything to
offend anyone else. Apparently you have,
but I don't really care right now. I
love all the people on this forum, even
though I don't feel particularly "close"
to anyone yet.
You seem like a glass is half empty kind
of girl to me. It's very obvious to me
from all your posts that you are depressed
in a kind of angry way. I haven't seen
any of your posts about your depression
besides this one, but if I did i'd
comment. I'm more practical than a lot
of people so I wont automatically tell you
"oh it's alright, everything'll be okay",
but i'll try to help.
