Problems Over Problems Someone Help....... Posted: 11-02-04 09:27am
This topic probably general but I need
help. I am so confused I don't know what
to do. I am crying as a write this. When
I was a young teenager I got charges and
probation made me go into lock up after
that my case got transfered to children
and youth services cuz my dad and mom were
alcoholics. My dad is still but my mom
has been clean for like 3 years and she
live with my aunt and uncle so she doesn't
have her own place cuz she cannot afford
it. So I cant live with my mom. I live
in a placement(group home) and they are
christ centered which means everything is
about jesus and god. Like you can't have
sex before marriage or like you can't
drink even if you aren't drunk. I don't
mind the whole god things cuz he saves us
right but this is my problem. I have a
daughter who is almost 4 and she is my
world. I love her so much. Her father
has no idea about her cause I never told
him. I been at this place for like 3 1/2
years so I didn't have a chance to tell
him because I live far away from him. I
asked around and people said he lives in
new york. Thats one of my problems I
don't know what to do cuz I don't know his
last name. My second problem is that I
finally after 3 1/3 years got a home pass
to go see my mom for an overnight which
was awesome. I see my mom on a regular
basis but to be home was like oh my god
awesome. I cried when I had to come back
here. My problem is that I want to go
home so bad but I can't and I know I am
depressed now. On top of that I haven't
had sex in a long time since 3 years ago
and when I was home I had sex with my
friends and when we were having sex he
cumed in me and I not pregnant cuz I got
my period but after I had sex with him I
felt different and it smelt. My cousin
told me when she entered the room that is
smelled so I am thinking he gave me
something. I had sex with him on friday
and saturday and sunday I got my period
and I never smell cuz I am self-conscious
about my body but I don't know what to do.
Anyone with help get at me.
Thanks
april
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KissyBai912
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Aug 2003 Posts: 1762 Location: Venice, Florida
Posted: 11-02-04 09:31am
Ok I am very confused.....I think that
your question is about std's? And if so,
what does the rest of your story have to
do with it? Where is your daughter? And
what the hell are you talking about?
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oangelc543
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Sep 2004 Posts: 521 Location: TX
Posted: 11-02-04 09:39am
Yeah im confused... How old are you?
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