I dont know if im even pregnant yet but
ive been coming to this board everyday now
for about a week. Theres just something
about you girls that makes me feel like
there really are good people out there.
You are all so nice and I just wanted to
tell you guys that. When someone needs
you or has a question you are there, and I
havent seen not one person ever make a bad
remark or be rude to anyone....Which is
very unlikely on forums. I have alot of
things going threw my mind. I really hope
im preg. I just keep thinking about if I
really am, because I want a baby sooo bad.
I know I would be a great mother. And,
then I think about if im not preg. I
would just cry my eyes out. This is what
I really want. I want to feel a baby
inside me, I want to love something, I
want to be a mother. I know I dont
exactly "need" it now, bc I have alot of
living to do... But I feel as if ive done
enough of that....Im so much more mature
than my friends...Im just in that stage
where I dont belong, because I actually
want to settle down and be a mother and
have a family, and they....They are
imature kids who want to party all the
time. You know what they told me??!!?
They said that if I was pregnant that they
know I would be a good mother, but they
would have to throw me down the stairs bc
if I had a baby they wouldnt be able to
hang out with me so much. How stupid is
that? Thats why I come here when
everything else just isnt right....Because
you girls understand, and if u dont...Then
u try ur hardest to.
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bluebubble888
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 Oct 2004 Posts: 499
Posted: 11-05-04 06:47am
Awwww that's very nice of you!! :d
best of luck with trying to have a baby!!!
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BeckLyn
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 04 Nov 2004 Posts: 476
Posted: 11-05-04 10:45am
I agree. The girls in here seem great.
I feel the same way you do about wanting
to feel a baby in me. I have a dog
because I love having someone (something
:d ) depend on me. I want a child that
will love me no matter what (until they
get older and want to be with their
friends more!) good luck with getting
preg. If that's what you really want.
Awww that's really nice of you to say that
and I do agree coming here and talking to
everyone is awesome I love these girls
they are so kind and when you need them
they are there because they understand.
As for you i'm sure you will be an
awesome mother and even though it's pretty
messed up that your friends would actually
say that you still gotta do you.
Do you have a boyfriend? Does he feel
the same way too?
Friends will be friends and they will
party all they want because that's where
they want to lead their life or just have
fun but if you mind is steering in a
different direction then that's on you and
no one can change what you feel and how
you want to lead your life.