Teen Pregnancy Forum - Completely Disgusted

I just saw the one person I never hoped to see again in my life..My brothers ex girlfriend. There's quite a long story as to why I hate her and I have very good reason to so here we go..

Nick and brandi started dating february 2001 and everything seemed all good and everything until february 18th 2003..Now at this time I loved brandi, she was like a sister to me until I saw all the changes my brother went through just to please her. I didn't know this at the time but had heard rumors that she was using heroin along with my brother..Him being my brother and her being very close to me I didn't believe it. On february 18th 2003 my mom and dad (his step dad..We have the same mom)got a call from the school saying that nick was arrested for coming into school high and would be taken to juvie and blah blah blah..I didn't know what was going on when my mom pulled me out of school to tell me cause she knew i'd be too upset to stay there for the rest of the day (it happened in the morning around 9). He was arraigned and sentenced to 10-15 months in a rehab center which we were all extremely greatful for because he could've been tried as an adult which would've meant 10-15 years. On the day we went to go visit him for the first time brandi told all of us that she was pregnant with his child..Needless to say they were all shocked except for myself because I unfortunately heard them having sex in his room numerous times since our rooms are connected through a bathroom so I had to listen to all different types of sounds that made and still make me cringe to this day haha. Everything was fine for the first 3 months when she all of a sudden dumped nick for some guy named chad...I never liked chad, he seemed shady and just..Creepy I can't really explain it. At her 5th month ultrasound brandi called my mom and asked if she wanted to meet her at the doctors office so she could see and hear the baby, of course she said yes so she went and who was sitting there with brandi? Chad of course! During that visit they learned that she was having a boy, brandi was upset because she wanted a girl and not a boy. My mom was so mad and hurt that brandi would invite him even though he was her boyfriend at the time but he wasn't the baby's father and didn't care about the baby at all so why would he be there? It just didn't make any sense. Skip to august '03 towards her 8th month (i have the timing all off most likely so don't get mad if the timeline is wrong, i'm trying to remember the specifics but can't remember them all.)when she apparently was hospitalised for something, we were never told why and she didn't even mention it..We had to find out through her friend roxanne who said she was having pains or something i'm not really sure. At this point I had pretty much cut off all ties to brandi because she admitted to me one night over the phone that she was the one who started my brother on heroin and for that I can't ever forgive her, that may seem childish but I just can't..She ruined and took away a part of my brothers life just because she didn't wanna get high alone. He's not innocent either though he didn't have to do it but he did and what was done was done. September 16th '03 she went into labor and the whole family was there..Well most of us, if the whole family had been there the room would've been extremely crowded haha. She at one point went for a walk like you're sometimes told to during labor but she came back looking spacey and stuff like she was all drugged up or something, she didn't have an epidural and didn't want one either so everyone respected her wishes. Around 8:15pm the baby's heartrate started to decrease and eventually stopped all together, the doctor checked numerous times but the baby was dead. At 10:45pm rhage thomas was born at 7lbs 2oz and looked so much like my brother it broke my heart all over again..It seemed so reminiscent of my own baby's death that I just lost it, I was in so much shock that I just couldn't stop crying. My brother was still in rehab and we had to make the call to tell him that his son had died..It was the worst call my mom said she ever had to make. Rhage was buried on sept 19th and nick was allowed to come to the funeral so him and I both put a blanket that our grandmother had made for rhage in with him before he was buried. Brandi never said one word to any of my family, just kept to herself and I know that some might think she was grieving but she wasn't..Trust me she wasn't. Almost exactly one month after rhage died she tried to get pregnant again with chad but didn't succeed so she..And this is what I was told, broke up with him and hooked up with a 17 year old named sal..I know this kid too he's a major druggie I mean like..Hardcore..You name it he's probably done it or thought about doing it. The last time I saw her until tonight was in august when I talked to her briefly while I was out with my friend ashlei where she proceeded to tell me that she didn't really care for rhage and what she had done during her pregnancy with him because he was nick's son..Now how messed up is that? It wasn't just his it was hers too but she's too blind or just dumb to realize that..Stupid health question. She was 4 months pregnant then and I couldn't get away from her fast enough. Sooo tonight I was out with a friend of mine when she all of a sudden comes up and starts talking to me with this attitude that made me wanna just slap her..Ugh! It just disgusts and hurts me that this girl who once was so beautiful and so loving is now an ungreatful selfish little %$&! Who chose to do drugs during her pregnancy with my nephew..And this is gonna sound mean but I hope something is wrong with the baby she's carrying because if she's doing drugs like i've been told she still is maybe that'll give her a wake up call that it was her that made rhage die..Then again as my mom has said if it was meant to be then he would be here and alive, just like with my baby girl acia..If she were meant to live she would've been born alive instead of still. Thanks for listening I just had to get that off my chest..Sorry it's so long lol