Nippz

Ok I might as well just use this pm I sent to someone and just copy and paste it here..

Well okay, I found out I was pregnant at 3months. My boyfriend was forcing me to have an abortion but I just couldn't so we fought and fought and finally I won, even though he sometime still tries to make me feel like caca and say "if we had gotten it done we wouldn't be stressing", but i'm glad im pregnant, because it changed me into a different person and made me appreciate life more. So at three months, it was like the last week of june. On july 6th I left for the philippines. I stayed there until september 7th. I told my mother I was pregnant when I was around 4 and a half months, and she told my father the last week I was turning 5 months. My father basically did not want me to stay with them because he was dissapointed in me and he couldn't take care of me and my mother, especially due to the fact that she's sick and she can't take care of me either and how they can't support me financially because the insurance doesn't cover the full 100% for all my mom's hospital expenses. You see, my mom had a tumor which they say was the "size of a football", so they took that out and some of her colon and one kidney. She had a buncha blood transfusions and was always in and out of the hospital. She wasn't even supposed to go on vacation, thats what her doctor told her. He said not to but since they say she doesnt have much time to live, she wanted to spend her last months with all her family in the philippines. So okay, my family left the philippines august 25th and was left with my aunt from cali who was also visiting for the philippines for the "family reunion". September 7th we went to california.

The boyfriend is horrible. I mean I know he loves me but it's hard because it's like he can leave at any point, and it's nerve wrecking. He quit all his jobs numerous times so he has no money to send me and plus he pays his bills.

Hopefully if my mother gets through her chemo, she will come in january, .I.F. I deliver then, but if its before january, I doubt it.

The boyfriend, hopefully he will come. He keeps telling me he will but he's been really moody lately and changed his mind and said he might not come anymore. I guess its from me health forum at him for giving me no support or money for anything, that's why im struggling with this baby stuff, because my parents can't support me and he can't.

As for my aunt, she has a buncha bills to pay and has kid's of her own, and one of her jobs just recently fired her so we're on a tight budget.

That's basically my story. Im hoping to go back to jersey after the baby is born, as soon as she's old enough to get on a plane, because I want to be with my mom during her months left of living.

Hey ka, u never told me y ur jersey friends cant know about the preg?? R u afraid of what they will say??

((hugs))

stephanie

Oh hunny I didnt know the whole story
::huggs::

;\ yeah.

Nope my mom is tryna hide me from jersey heads .They're very hypocritical and just critical period. Some people already know and found out because of my boyfriend and it's been hell..

O man .. I hate people like that !! Its soo not fair to you... I mean you go through enough as it is and u still have to worry about people finding out.


hahah jersey heads !!

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I know it sucks having to worry bout people finding out. Thats why I get scared posting pics on this forum.. I delete the pictures like a week later.

I think u are more women than anyone can say. U have many women out here three times ur age that let other people turn them down because of their actions. U and ur baby will have good things to come. And I hope that u and ur baby live the life u want and not stress about everything else. Whether im older then u I look up to u and there should be more people like u.....I support u 150% and 155% for the baby(lol)...

Heeyy I take offense to that!! No im jk I know how us jersey girls are. But I love you ka!!

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gaby

I think her parents are just trying to protect her

Hey you can't take offense to that because i'm a jersey girl, too haha. But jersey heads reffering to filipino gossipers.. Theres a lot of them in jersey. Omg damned filipinos can't keep their mouth's shut. Im glad im only half.

Gaby, I love you more darnit.

Yeah they are tryna protect me. Its gravy baby.