I Have Schizophrenia. (here My Symtoms) Posted: 11-09-04 10:21am
1) I always think people are out to see
that I dont accel in anything. I feel
people say things about me
2) when going to sleep I hear voices which
untill latly I could not identify but I
know they are my family members voices
now
3) I have the feeling I could kill someone
and it would not affect me anymore than a
sorry feeling. But I can resist the urge
4)i daze off and have my own world in my
head that when I am there people can try
but cant reach me till I decide to come
out on my own
i would like to hear some comments on what
I wrote. I also am bi poler, adult
attention deficet disorder and depression
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parktree
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Posted: 12-07-04 03:53am
This will help you keep your feelings,
because schizophrenia can stop you from
having your feelings: feelings make you
better, even feeling sad or angry is
better than nothing: talking to someone in
a church or synagogue can usually help
you, as long as you think they're a good
person: there are things you can excel in
that other people can't stop you from, and
these are the most important: you can
excel always in your connecting to what
matters in that you understand the
suffering of people around the world,
people who are oppressed and mistreated in
prison, and the part of what transforms
suffering and allows for peace and joy.
Go to a church or synagogue or meditation
that you feel is a good place
go to www.Amnestyusa.Org
and write a letter for the people who are
oppressed and mistreated in prison
i hope you get better.
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drexl
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Posted: 12-10-04 17:58pm
Shes right about the emotionally null
personality but there are different
classifications of the disease and that is
one type you are likley not. You sound
like the anti- social scizophrentic kind.
There are five main typees I think. The
parts of the brain which store memories
are also responsible for your audio
hallucinations, your talking to yourself
with your family members voices attached
to them it could be that you are reading
thier minds to a certain degree and then
extrapolating on the interpretations. I
think your type usually has some kind of
trauma in the past, you feel you could
kill and feel nothing, your probably just
angry at yourself for feeling wierd and
want to take it out on other people,
that's normal.
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yfguitarist
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Posted: 05-23-05 21:15pm
This is interesting to me. I hear people
say things about me and think that people
are trying to sabotage me. When going to
sleep I hear voices, too. I have the
feeling I could kill someone and although
I think I would not feel a thing, but I
can resist.
I haven't been diagnosed with anything,
although I haven't been to a doctor yet.
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talitha cumi
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Re: I Have Schizophrenia. (here My Symtoms) Posted: 06-17-05 15:57pm
amean94ta
wrote:
1) I always think people are
out to see that I dont accel in anything.
I feel people say things about me
2) when going to sleep I hear voices which
untill latly I could not identify but I
know they are my family members voices
now
3) I have the feeling I could kill someone
and it would not affect me anymore than a
sorry feeling. But I can resist the
urge
4)i daze off and have my own world in my
head that when I am there people can try
but cant reach me till I decide to come
out on my own
i would like to hear some comments on what
I wrote. I also am bi poler, adult
attention deficet disorder and
depression
why are you all those things? Because
somebody told you that about yourself?
What if I tell you that you are none of
the above?
That you are a perfectly normal human
being, suffering from the torment of the
rejection, lack of education and
discipline when you where a child, lack of
forgiveness and you are not happy not
because you are sick but because you are
not dealing with yourself as an spirit,
soul and body being. Your mind is part of
your soul, but also is your will and your
emotions. That tells me that your soul is
sick. And you need to deal with your
spiritual problem to be heal physically
and spiritually.
Seek help, you know exactlly where. Ask
forgiveness, forgive and seek help from
above.
You can be free from all those voices
forever more.
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lyinginsilver
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Posted: 06-18-05 09:32am
Hey, I have that feeling like I wanna kill
someone or me and have no real remorse at
all, only idk if I can stop myself b/c my
voices keep telling me whenever they see
an opportunity. I may have to check
myself in :(
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talitha cumi
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Posted: 06-18-05 11:22am
lyinginsilver
wrote:
hey, I have that feeling
like I wanna kill someone or me and have
no real remorse at all, only idk if I can
stop myself b/c my voices keep telling me
whenever they see an opportunity. I may
have to check myself in
:(
you know what? You feel those things
because your heart is hardened.
You have your whole life watching horror
movies, violence, bad news on tv and
playing violent video games..
How not can you be hardened?
Killing somebody is not a video game.
That "somebody" is a person, with a
family, feelings, hopes and dreams. Is
not a violent movie. It is the real life.
You need to learn how to discern between
what you have learn or the knowledge you
have aquired since your childhood, with
the reality.
If you want to quiet the voices you need
to pray something like this:
father in the name of jesus I ask you to
rebuke the voices in my mind and to cast
them out from me. Amen.
Submit yourself to god and the voices will
be silent.
In the other hand, if you dont want to
pray to god, then let somebody else doit
for you.
If you need proof that god cares for you
and he is the only one that can take
squizophrenia away then read the new
testament. There are many stories of
jesus healing squizophrenia.
That is a spiritual disease and the
doctors, -forgive me all- dont know
anything about the spirit. They focus
only in the mind and the mind is not what
is sick. Is the soul.
I will be praying for you. And if you
want to hear my prayer answer me and I
will write my prayer down for you in here.
