Joined: 22 Oct 2004 Posts: 1089 Location: with my love
Sadness And Feeling Alone Posted: 11-09-04 16:18pm
I feel so alone right now like I dont have
n e thing to hold on 2 its like I am not
liked but any guys like I am not good
enough for any guy out there like I met a
guy a couple months back and I had
feelinfs right away but he has a girl and
havent talked to him in madd long so I
blew that off adn then there was my friend
w/ benifits I liked befor I met him and
now hes just a guy I like as a friend....
I usally get attched easy but I dont know
ive been hurt so many times and just cant
get feelings like tha for any1
what us wrong with me am I ugly,fat, or
they dont like me because of the rumors
that another story if u wanna hear about
the rumors just let me kjow im am more
then welcolm to post it I prolly will so
ya'll have a better idea where I am coming
from
amanda
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bellax0x
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Jun 2004 Posts: 3572 Location: Jersey Baby!
Posted: 11-09-04 16:21pm
Aww hun, theres nothing wrong with you,.
You just havnt met the right guy yet..
What are the rumors?
<3
gaby
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jessamyn
Moderator
Joined: 18 Aug 2004 Posts: 4107 Location: San Diego, CA
Thanks: 11
Thanked:3
Posted: 11-09-04 16:22pm
You sound like a friend of mine and
frankly hun you need to massively start
loving yourself before you can welcome any
guy into your life... You dont want to
move things so quickly I know this sounds
like crap but I am here for you too babe!
Take things slow... Flirt around the
block dont just try to flirt with guys at
school or anything try other options!
goodluck hunni and
smile!
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Michelle1337
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 04 Aug 2004 Posts: 1739 Location: Houston, Texas
Posted: 11-09-04 16:23pm
"i'm still trying to decipher that..."
(you need to use punctuation sweety so
dumb people like me can understand you
better)
but with that said, i'm sorry your
feelings this way...You dont need a guy to
fulfill you honey. But you know we're
here for you. I hope you feel better.
You can't blame yourself because it's not
you at all. You will find someone but you
can't expect to fall for them that quick
you should take it slow and maybe you
could understand where they are coming
from and vice versa.
I'm sorry you are feeling so down but you
have to start with yourself first like
jess had mentioned.
Rumors could be so cruel.....
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kitty2luv
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 22 Oct 2004 Posts: 1089 Location: with my love
Posted: 11-09-04 16:33pm
Lol michelle I will try im not too smart
my self
the rumors....... These rumors have been
with me since freshman year people called
me a promiscuous person. And all thoes
other bad names when I got preg and people
asked me about it it got me upset and
everything when I had the abortion and
people asked if I was I lied and said I
wasnt and my friend michelle told people
that I was and it made the rumors worst
(but I forgave her and everything has been
kool since) umm last year the was a rumor
that I had a std and it was totally a lie
and possible boyfriends did not want to be
with me because of the fake a$$ rumors
!!!!!!!!!! I know they still go around
and everyobe knows my name because of them
"isnt that the promiscuous person dont
she have a baby ...Etc but I dont care
what people think of me becaus ethey are
not no one special to me so I blow them
off and its for the best I guess not to be
involved with a man because they allways
are talking im sure all u girls know how
they are ??????
I do need to start loving myself more
befor I put a man into the mix
thank you every one for caring
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kitty2luv
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 22 Oct 2004 Posts: 1089 Location: with my love
Posted: 11-09-04 16:40pm
I havent took my meds in like 2 weeks I
suffer from major depression and a soicial
phobia and that could be it every1 has
there off days and I feel fine most days
but some are down days ive been on
depression meds since 8th grade when thing
sgot bad for me and I was a bad girl many
times I guess I made it this way from my
past
any1 wanna hear about it let me kno and I
would like to know if it is my fault I am
like this
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nippz
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Sep 2004 Posts: 2173 Location: ,
Posted: 11-09-04 16:52pm
You just gotta wait for the right time to
come. Dont rush. Be patience. Love
takes time.