In my hole intire life i"ve had strong
feelings only for 2guys,imet many many
guys in my life,but those two were the
strongest than all,ibroke up with the
1st,though he was the 1st guy ireally care
about ididnt feel that our love was
complete,since we met on day 1,idont know
why,but ijust felt it wont continue,the
relation was not 100% complete,no relation
is perfect,but oh well,so we broke up,days
passed and passed....Imet this guy who
ifell in love with and really felt he is
the one,we had adream almost about
everything,love,marrige,our house,even our
future kids....,days passed and he started
changing,at 1st ididn"t know the
reasone,but then I discovered he had an
affair with his friend(afemale) that
started when him and I had afight for the
1st time,iknew this gurl wanned ta take
him from me,because she was asking me
questions alotta times about me and him
and the whole relation thing,and he truely
broke up with me like 2 months
ago,claiming that he isnt the persone
ithink he is,and that ilove him so much
and he thinks its wrong,because it"s not
gonna turn out the way ithink it will,hes
not that "great" according to him,icryed
alot,and ifelt he was so cruel with me,he
was cold,iknew it was gonna b her,see alot
of our friends know who she really is,and
what shes really made of,im not saying
that because she took my ex from me,im
saying that because if u wanna know the
funny part.....Here it comes!!!
When she heared about one of her ex"s
being with agirl from our friends,she
started fallowing him again,calling
him,and etc....... And though she was
with my ex then,she didn"t care about my
ex"s feelings,she claimed she jus wanned
ta say sorry to her ex because shes the
one who dumped him,but wow!! U know why?
She broke her ex and our friend up, got
back to her ex,dumped my ex,and hurted my
friends feelings! When my friend
confronted her asking why? All she said
was,"iwon.....U loose...Hes with me on the
phone everyday,telling me neat stuff he
wants to do to me....So give it up....Me
and him r back together...And u r out!!
Dream on ****",my friend cryed for like 3
complete days,non stopping,and never was
happy since,and that woman doesnt even
care about all what shes done to me and my
friend and my ex who still has strong
feelings for her apparently,the most
funniest part is,shes amother and iheared
shes pregnant again like 4 months or
something,iwonder!!!!,iwonder how would
she rais her kids??? On lies and
cheating??? And whats she gonna gain from
all this???.Iknow this is atherapy
site,but icant help it asking my self the
whole time,icant stop thinking of
that,icry everyday,im so depressed,im
skipping alot of classes by being
absent,icant study,icant eat and icant
drink,im having abad case of insomnia and
icant even sing or dance like iused to
before,ihave aulcer and ihad acase of
broken nerves last month,idont know what
to do,after my 1st relation ithought it
was so hard but hell,this is the worst of
all! Im so tired,what to do??? Why is
life always unfair???,ijust saw this gurl
like afew hours ago,and shes laughing and
happy like nothing is even going on!!!
What is wrong with this world? Why did
people become so cruel??? Can any one
expalin? Im tired,what is the medicine of
that? Because icant take this anymore!!
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xConfusedx
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 16 Nov 2004 Posts: 32 Location: Michigan
Posted: 11-22-04 18:44pm
Dang girl, sounds like you are really down
in the dumps...I am sorry for what you and
your friend is going threw. But hey look
on the bright side ..Your much better then
this girl that is doing this rude stuff to
you..And you know you are. You need to
lift up your head and walk down that hall
with a smile on your face and be happy
with what you got. Ya know there are many
guys and many more to come. You may think
that he is the only one u may ever want in
life but I am positive you will soon find
the right guy that will not cheat on you
with his friend. Now that is not the
perfect guy for you. You know what your
enenmys hate the most when they try to
destory you like to make you unhappy?
When you look at them so happy. I know I
may not of helped you to much but thats
the best advice I can give you. I have
went threw this one time and I learned
that you cant let others get you down.
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kitty2luv
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 22 Oct 2004 Posts: 1089 Location: with my love
