Lee!! Your back!! How have things been going???I will keep my fingers crossed that this is your month!! As for me, I have been doing great!! Chey and I went for our 2 week appointment on thursday and she is now 7lbs 10ozs!! Sleeping threw the night is a thing of the past! She is now waking up about every 2 or 3 hours to eat or just to be held, which I may add is so cute, when at 4 am she just starts crying because she misses you and as soon as I pick her up she stops crying!! Austin has been doing very well too! He works all day and then when he gets home he does school work! He has 8 months to go! My friend seana is staying with us for a while because she just found out that she is pregnant and her dad and stepmom aren't taking it too well! She also found out on saturday morning that she is having twins!! It is way cool! As for me, I am doing great! I have been busy with cheyenne and seana mostly and manage to sneek away for a good 30 minutes to an hour for down time, usually chey is sleeping, but if not it is usually when austin is home so he can spend some alone time with her! So that is about it!! Let me know how things are going with you!! We have alot to catch up on!!

Much love
-jess-

I'm so glad to hear from you! I'm also very happy to hear you doing great!
How old is your friend seana? How far along is she? I hope she has an easy pregnancy and I hope her folks come around to the news. Hmm... Not allot has happened i've just been caught up in stuff, theres some family stuff my brother is getting a divorce from his wife because shes a gold digger and a terrible mother. So i've been trying to help him out in finding a good lawyer and stuff. Other than that not allot but the light bleeding has stopped so lets hope its a good sign! I'll talk to you again soon!

Luv lee

Oh I am sorry to hear about your brother's wife! He is lucky to have you by his side though!! As for seana she just turned 16 in july and is almost 13 weeks! I hope her parents come around too, but she isn't letting them hold her back, she is so happy! Her boyfriend broke up with her the day that she told him and then austin's brother kevin, who has known seana since she was like 7, told her that he is going to sign the birth certificates and take care of her and the babies!! So I am so happy about that! He is such a sweetheart! I think he is terrified that something is gonna happen to the twins like with heather, but we are all telling him differently! I am sure he will be fine!! Keep me posted on everything lee and good luck and loads of baby dust!!

Much love
-jess-

Hey lee, we missed you! I hope this is your month!!!! It has to be! Ive been doing ok. Nothing on my dad so I try not thinking about it. I got lotto tickets hopefully im a winner!!! Hahaha yeah right!

Jess, remember joses sister whos 13? Well on sat. She went out and didnt get home til after midnight and his mom told us so we called after church and I talked to her to here her story then I gave the phone to jose and he was yelling at her, saying if she goes out and isnt home by 10, we are calling the cops to give her a curfew ticket and have them take her home and stuff. To scare her. But I really would do it! She was like yeah whatever but I was like goodness if I was 13 and out that late, my mom would beat me! Haha

Haha aww thanks jess, I luvs the baby dust! Thats the cutest thing I think I have ever heard! Yeh the whole deal with my brother is kind of easier for the family most likely because we saw it coming from miles away its really him thats not taking it so great but he's being strong we'll get through it ok.
I am very happy for seana and so proud of her!! I cant believe her bf would do that to her! As for kevin oh my goodness the world needs more men like that!! Not the boys that run when they slip up but the actual men who take on the task of father hood for the little boys who messed up! Shes having twins? Thats going to be exciting! She must be happy! I wish her and kevin the best luck I think they'll do fine.

Niki,
i'm sorry to hear that you havent found anything on your father. Dont give up theres still lots that can happen! Lets hope your tickets are winners! Then I can actually say I know a millionaire! Good luck with joses sister! I'm sure in time she will realize you are helping her.

Luv lee

Lol thanks!! Lets hope you get your baby!!!!

Aww thank you!! Do you think that theres a possibility that the bleeding I had was because of implantation? Or is it something else? I'm a little worried just because after all this trying its dosent feel like i'll ever be pregnant so i'm not expecting to be. I just dont want it to be something else not so good. Ya know? Thanks

You were spotting? Im not sure, but I know spotting does happen during pregnancy. You might want to go to the doc if you keep trying but no success. Maybe they can help. I really hope you get one!! Hopefully the light spotting is a sign! Dont worry though I saw a post that a lady was preggy finally after a year of trying! Hope you dont have to wait that long!

Everytime I have a headache or have nausea or im tired jose is like "are you pregnant!?" im always telling him no! Im not! He wants me to be but we know we have to wait! Hes just a big goofball. Yesterday he pinched my nose (which irritates me) so I did it back, only hard and it left a big red mark which turned purplish-red. It was so funny!!! He was so mad! He says "look what you did to me! My nose is messed up! Im bruised!" I kept laughing because he looked so funny! I was calling him rudolph! Hahaha

Niki,
you and jose sound sooo cute together!! Kinda reminds me of me and my boyfriend!!!! Im sure once you get preggy he will be a wonderful father and you will be a wonderful mother!!! Well nothing has really changed w/ my paretns they are still trying to force me into giving the baby up! Well I went on this 3 day retreat and I prayed about it all weekend!! Well I just know in my heart im supposed to keep the baby ya know?? I just got that feeling from god well keep us posted!! And lee hang in there girl you will get pregnant when the time is right I promise!! If all else fails and I have to give the baby up like nothing I can you can always adopt my baby at least I would know it was goin to a wonderful family with a wonderful mother!! Well much lvoe and god bless to all of you!!!

Jen

Jen, keep up your good work! Im sure you will give the baby the best you can. Just make your parents reaize that! Say hey, this is my baby and my grandbaby and im gonna try the best I can to give this baby everything! They will come around! My sister andrea, her in laws wanted her to have an abortion or adoption and we were like no way!!! Kristen is gonna be 7 and everyone loves her!!! She is very very spoiled! They buy her a barbie car, barbie house...Everything! Im like...Buy me a car!!Hahaha thanks, I hope to be the best mom I can too! Jose I know will make a great dad! He has a good bond with my niece hope. She says dada now, and im sure she means it for him because her dad isnt around. I would love to adopt any baby!!! They mean the world to me, but I know you can do it! Have faith and high hopes and dont let no one get you down! Just make sure you apply for everything you can that can help you like wic, fam pact, medi-care, food stamps. Im sure you will do just fine! My sister did! If you have any questions, ask me and ill find out how to help ok! Take care!

Aww.. Oh my gosh you are such a sweetheart!! I cant believe you would offer something so precious and beautiful to me, but I know things will work out for you!! So you wont have to worry about giving it up!! I promise things can only get better just keep looking up!! I feel so privileged that you would ask me!! If there is anything I can do to make things easier on you or help in anyway please let me know, I wish you the best.

Niki, thats funny joses is so cute!Haha you guys sound good together!! I'm sure it was spotting because it was so light at first it was spots of light blood then it died down to like I guess you could say pinky discharge not allot though most of the time it was white only spots of light pink blood?? I cant describe it? Everything is normal now, my discharge it perfect. I do have sore boobs but I think that might be my period coming I cant tell, its seems to soon for it??But I dont feel preggy?? I think I might go to my doc pretty soon if I cant become pregnant in the next 2 months. I hope I dont have to wait a year!! Thats so long! I see babies everywhere I go and pregnant women and it makes me want to cry I want a baby so bad!! I know it will happen but when?? This trying to conceive is making me crazy! Its harder than it sounds!Haha


luv lots lee

Hey I was just wondering if theres a chance I could be preggy right now is there certain things I should or shouldnt do? I have been eating right and I weigh around 135 a good weight for pregnancy but what else should I do? I dont want to mess up in anyway or lessen my chances of pregnancy.
Thankx

luv lee

Start taking prenatal pills. That might help. Eat good. Do it when your ovulating. Give us an update!!

Hi girls sorry it has taken me so long to get back here. The up-date is I have really sore boobs! It started like a week and a half ago. I feel like i'm going to get my period at any time but its not here. I'll know forsure by friday. How are you all doing? Jess hows cheyenne? And seana? Anything new come up niki? Let me know.

Luv lee

We missed you lee. Welcome back to the boards!

Hey lee! Finally your back! Nothing new yet. How are you? Sore boobs is good but it can also mean a period! Lets hope your preggy though!

Hey girls, well I am due tomorrow for my period, lets hope there is nothin coming! See the unusual thing is I never get sore boobs, maybe a day or so before but never this sore? If I do get my period what do you think could cause this? Now if I do get a really light period that means I still have a chance right? What if its normal? Thats a definite no right?I'm starting to think that I may be broken and my baby machine is out of order but we dont know that yet so, I will stay on the up and up! Whats new with you girls? Are you keeping busy? I hope your all doing great! Let me know how things are!

Luv lee