Ok, im 19, and ever since I was born I was
best mates with this girl, called shelly.
However, we fell out about some pretty
serious stuff.- including her sleeping
with two brothers who happened to be my
mates. But any ho, some one dobbed her in
and she thought it was me. I realise this
sounds very immature, but we was 16. We
managed to meet up once, and she was
annorexic,and ill. Then we managed to
fall apart again. I have dreams about her
still as my best mate. I cant seem to get
over it, its asthough she died and its a
message. But I see her some times in the
street, I dunno what to do?. Ive been
reading my old letters from her. She
loved me, and I miss her so much. Ive
written her a letter, saying if he wants
to get in touch then she can, or she can
take this as a happy ending. But I want
your advise, shall I send it?. I just
dont know. Just thinking about it makes
me shaky.
Sorry its so long. Just a lil panick.
Goodbye again! Mwa. Xxxx
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this is what I wrote-
shelly, im so sorry for bringing this all
up. I realise you dont like me, well from
the look on your face that day up the
cliffs in the summer.
There was a lot of sh*t going on at school
and in the yars after. Some I want to
forget.
But no matter whati cant forget sixteen
years- sixteen years with you as my best
friend.
I dont know if your just going to say how
we were just kids then, howi should forget
it all and get a life and you dont want to
keep in touch.
But some thing tells me I need to know how
you are? I still have those weird dreams,
they have you as my best friend still,
maybe im just weird.
Tell me to piss of or what ever if you
feel that way, but I just had tolet you
know, I hope you appreciate that. I just
need to do this, noone knows.So if you
can, accept this as a fresh start, or a
good ending.
Love chloe
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lauren_prk
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 06 Dec 2004 Posts: 253 Location: Wisconsin
Posted: 12-15-04 17:52pm
I think you should send it, I had a
similar situation, I was best friends w/ a
girl named julia for 8 years, we stopped
talking to eachother about 2 years ago
because she was trying to scheme a way to
get my husband and I divorced. I called
her monday, and we talked for an hour, she
appologised for what she did and said it
was immature of her. I'm going to meet
her tomarrow, it will be the first time
she sees my son (who is almost one!). In
my dreams her and I are still best
friends, I told her this, and she said it
was the same for her. I don't see any
reason why you shouldn't the worst that
could happen is she says she doesn't want
to be friends, and then you really aren't
loosibg anythig. Go mail it!!!!
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sweetsuzi
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 May 2004 Posts: 831 Location: Bonny Scotland
Posted: 12-15-04 21:18pm
Nothing wrong with sending it, good
idea!!!
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lilangel2905
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 Oct 2004 Posts: 225 Location: PA
Posted: 12-16-04 10:06am
Wow that made me think of my best friend
in high school... Except we are no longer
friends because she was taking her ex
boyfriend to court for child
molestation... And I was her only
wittness... But what I wittnessed wasn't
rape she was so in love with him... But
when her father caught her kissing him she
said she was rapped... Blah I couldn't
let him sit in jail when I knew the whole
story... He was like a older brother to
me... No way... But I still think of her
and remember all the fun times we had...
All our promises to be friends forever and
stay in touch forever... But it is all
fell apart and I do miss her... Even
though she lives about 3 blocks outta town
and I live right in town... I even
married her first cousin but they don't
talk because my husband doesn't talk to
his dad because he was never their when he
was growing up...Well enough talking.. I
am probley boring you,..... But
anyways... Mail that letter... You never
know she might write back and say the same
thing to you.... Now if I could take my
own advise and contact my old friend
lol....
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~*klo*~
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 19 Nov 2004 Posts: 353 Location: eng
Posted: 12-16-04 13:29pm
Yeah, thanks I think I will. Its just
that im not completly sure I want to
become friends with her again. I think
she has changed quite abit. She started
to sleep around and got inot the wrong
crowd, oh I dunno!!
