Joined: 05 Nov 2004 Posts: 65 Location: Pennsylvania
Posted: 12-26-04 01:25am
That made me cry really hard and think of
my own little angel who was born still on
april 7 2002,i was 6 and a half months
pregnant with her. I'm so sorry that you
had to go through that..Nothing takes away
the heartache and emptiness but it does
get better in time i've slowly begun to
realize. She'll be 3 this coming april
and it just blows me away that it's been
that long when it feels like I just had
her and laid her to rest 4 days ago. She
died because I had a placental abruption
and I still blame myself to this day even
though everyone's told me it's not my
fault but there's always that guilt in the
back of my mind..What if I had done this
differently or what if I had done that
instead of this? I dunno..Again i'm so
so sorry..She was beautiful..I wish I knew
why babies are taken that way because
they're so innocent but I know i'll see my
baby girl once again someday so I try not
to dwell on her death too much but rather
remember her after she was born and how I
got to hold her in my arms for the first
and last time. If you ever wanna talk or
anything pm me or im me on aim, my sn is
xmikeysbabyx69 (i'm getting a new one,
didn't make that one up he did).
Katy
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SamiNSunisMa
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 27 Nov 2004 Posts: 1528
Re: Just Thought You Guys Should Here My Story Posted: 12-26-04 05:28am
im sorry, the link doesn't work. But very
few women are able to give birth on their
due date
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AciasMommy17
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 05 Nov 2004 Posts: 65 Location: Pennsylvania
Posted: 12-26-04 17:17pm
The link worked for me but I had to fix it
so that the htm was lower case and took
out the decide that was attached to it.
God I miss my baby girl so much,i was
supposed to go to her grave today but nooo
nobody could take me cause they "didn't
wanna ruin their christmas" whatever f*ck
them..And you're right hil (i think thats
your name I can't remember)very few women
are able to have their babies on their due
date since it's just an estimated date.
Happy early birthday to your son too! I
think I saw in another post that your son
is turning 4 on wednesday?
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Tazzy D
Advanced Support Team
Joined: 30 Oct 2004 Posts: 3718 Location: , va
Posted: 12-26-04 18:24pm
Sorry to hear about your tragedy. It is
always hard to deal with the death of a
baby especially when it is your own. Well
I hope this may bring you a smile. Just
think of it this way she is in a better
place and a beautiful one to that. And
know that she is not in this terrible
place called earth were so many things are
going on. Well I hope you are doing
okayif you ever need to talk im here..
For those who the link wouldnt work for
here it is
http
://www.Users.Muohio.Edu/lockwods/angelwebs
ite/melia.Htm
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1sttimemama
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 24 Oct 2004 Posts: 198
Posted: 12-26-04 21:14pm
That made me cry so bad...I cant believe
you had to go through that. I'm so sorry.
Did they ever give you a reason as to why
it happened? Was there a medical reason
at al???
Thanks for sharingthat with us
--cat
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Moira
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 Nov 2004 Posts: 302 Location: somewhere where it rains a lot
Posted: 12-27-04 16:57pm
I'm so sorry to hear of your terrible
loss, and wish you all the best for your
future.
Moira
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sftbllchika06
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 16 Dec 2004 Posts: 413 Location: St. Louis
Posted: 12-27-04 22:32pm
That made me cry so much. I feel so bad
for you. I am really scared now. Did the
doctor give you a reason for it happening?
