This Is Long But Worth Reading Posted: 12-29-04 11:14am
Read this all the way. It will give you
goose bumps. If you've never seen this,
it will thrill your heart; if you have
seen it click it off,
if you can, I couldn't. It is worth
reading again and again. It's beautiful
and the prayer at the end is something we
all need to do, for god and for the
benefit of each other.
In september 1960, I woke up one morning
with six hungry babies and just
75 cents in my pocket. Their father was
gone. The boys ranged from
three months to seven years; their sister
was two. Their dad had never
been much more than a presence they
feared.
Whenever they heard his tires crunch on
the gravel driveway they would
scramble to hide under their beds. He did
manage to leave $15 a week to
buy groceries.
Now that he had decided to leave, there
would be no more beatings, but no
food either.
If there was a welfare system in effect in
southern indiana at that time,
i certainly knew nothing about it. I
scrubbed the kids until they looked
brand new and then put on my best homemade
dress. I loaded them into the
rusty old 51 chevy and drove off to find a
job. The seven of us went to
every factory, store and restaurant in our
small town. No luck.
The kids stayed crammed into the car and
tried to be quiet while I tried
to convince whomever would listen that I
was willing to learn or do anything
i had to have a job. Still no luck.
The last place we went to, just a few
miles out of town, was an old root
beer barrel drive-in that had been
converted to a truck stop. It was
called the big wheel. An old lady named
granny owned the place and she
peeked out of the window from time to time
at all those kids.
She needed someone on the graveyard shift,
11 at night until seven in the
morning. She paid 65 cents an hour and I
could start that night. I
raced home and called the teenager down
the street that baby-sat for people.
I bargained with her to come and sleep!
On my sofa for a dollar a night.
She could arrive with her pajamas on and
the kids would already be
asleep. This seemed like a good
arrangement to her, so we made a deal.
That night when the little ones and I
knelt to say our prayers we all
thanked god for finding mommy a job. And
so I started at the big wheel.
When I got home in the mornings I woke the
baby sitter up and sent her
home with one dollar of my tip
money--fully half of what I averaged every
night.
As the weeks went by, heating bills added
a strain to my meager wage.
The tires on the old chevy had the
consistency of penny balloons and
began to leak. I had to fill them with
air on the way to work and again
every morning before I could go home.
One bleak fall morning, I dragged myself
to the car to go home and found
four tires in the back seat. New tires!
There was no note, no nothing,
just those beautiful brand new tires. Had
angels taken up residence in
indiana? I wondered. I made a deal with
the owner of the local service
station. In exchange for his mounting the
new tires, I would clean up
his office. I remember it took me a lot
longer to scrub his floor than
it did for him to do the tires.
I was now working six nights instead of
five and it still wasn't enough.
Christmas was coming and I knew there
would be no money for toys for the
kids. I found a can of red paint and
started repairing and painting some
old toys. Then I hid them in the basement
so there would be something
for santa to deliver on christmas morning.
Clothes were a worry too. I was sewing
patches on top of patches on the
boys pants and soon they would be too far
gone to repair.
On christmas eve the usual customers were
drinking coffee in the big wheel. These
were the truckers, les, frank, and jim,
and a state trooper named joe. A few
musicians were hanging around after a gig
at the legion and were dropping nickels in
the pinball machine. The regulars all
just sat
around and talked through the wee hours of
the morning and then left to
get home before the sun came up.
When it was time for me to go home at
seven o'clock on christmas morning
i hurried to the car. I was hoping the
kids wouldn't wake up before! I
managed to get home and get the presents
from the basement and place them under the
tree. (we had cut down a small cedar tree
by the side of the
road down by the dump.) it was still dark
and I couldn't see much, but
there appeared to be some dark shadows in
the car-or was that just a
trick of the night? Something certainly
looked different, but it was
hard to tell what. When I reached the car
I peered warily into one of
the side windows. Then my jaw dropped in
amazement. My old battered chevy was
filled full to the top with boxes of all
shapes and sizes. I quickly opened the
driver's side door, scrambled inside and
kneeled in the front facing the back seat.
Reaching back, I pulled off the lid of
the top box. Inside was a whole case of
little blue jeans, sizes 2-10! I looked
inside another box: it was full of shirts
to go with the jeans. Then I peeked
inside some of the other boxes: there was
candy and nuts and bananas and bags of
groceries. There was an enormous ham for
baking, and canned vegetables and
potatoes. There was pudding and jello and
cookies, pie filling and flour. There was
a whole bag of laundry supplies and
cleaning items. And there were five toy
trucks and one beautiful little doll.
As I drove back through empty streets as
the sun slowly rose on the most
amazing christmas day of my life, I was
sobbing with gratitude. And I
will never forget the joy on the faces of
my little ones that precious morning.
Yes, there were angels in indiana that
long-ago december. And they all
hung out at the big wheel truck stop.
The power of prayer when you receive this,
say a prayer. This prayer
will do. That's all you have to do.
There is nothing attached. This is
powerful. Just send this to four people
and do not break this, please.
Prayer is one of the best free gifts we
receive. There is no cost but a
lot of rewards. Let's continue praying
for one another.
Father, I ask you to bless my friends
reading this right now. Lord, show
them a new revelation of your love and
power. Holy spirit, I ask you to
minister to their spirit at this very
moment.
Where there is pain! Give them your peace
& mercy. Where there is self
doubting, release a renewed confidence in
your ability to work through them.
Where there is tiredness, or exhaustion, I
ask you to give them
understanding, patience, & strength as
they learn submission to your leading.
Where there is spiritual stagnation, I ask
you to renew them by revealing
your nearness, and by drawing them into
greater intimacy with you.
Where there is fear, reveal your love, and
release to them your courage.
Where there is a sin blocking them, reveal
it, and break its hold over my
friend's life.
Bless their finances, give them greater
vision, and raise up leaders, and
friends to support, and encourage them.
Give each of them discernment to recognize
the demonic forces around
them, and reveal to them the power they
have in you to defeat it.
I ask you to do these things in jesus'
name.
Amen.
Passing this on to anyone you consider a
friend will bless you both.
Passing this on to one not considered a
friend is something I know christ
would do.
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lil_blaze2004
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Posted: 12-29-04 11:57am
Aww taz-this is almost made me cry....
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sky
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Posted: 12-29-04 13:24pm
This one really did make me cry.I must be
very emotional today.
Ive gotta say im very thankful for the
things that I have, and I need to quit
pouting about the things that I dont have.
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sftbllchika06
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