I Need Help Keeping And Hiding My Eating Disorder

Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please
please don't continue doing that to your body!
My best friend I knew her all my life and she died with anna,by the end she was just a pile of bones with skin and she destroyed her life and killed herself slowly with that horible disease... Please I beg you talk to someone about it and try to heal yourself. Your family must luv u if they are scared, they don't want you to go away...

You know it's a disorder, it's not the best way to be healthy!
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and you won't look very beautiful if you die...

I'm so sorry for being rude, but belive me I really wish you all the best.

Im with them please eat dont hide it get help......Eat eat eat eat eat and keep it down. If you dont want anyone at home to do it if your still in school and your school has a consouler go to her/him and get help! Or tell one of your closest friends so they can sort of "moniter" what you eat. Please

Don't eat if you don't feel like it. What you need to do is to pick up a new hobby. Look at your life, what is important to you? What do you want to accomplish? What is the kind of person you want to be? I've been in your position before and my sister is right now, only she is in denile. This is not about the way you look or how you feel when you eat or throw up. This is about the control you feel and that feeling of pain and sense of conquering it you feel at the end of each day. At this point you are now being controlled. This is a disease that you let take over your body. You want to reach a point where you do not have to think about everything you consume and be worried about it. What kind of life is that to be obsessing over food? I had a few friends come up to me when they found out. I don't know if deep down I thought they knew but they sat me down and just told me how much they cared about me and how I could talk to them whenever I needed to. I knew what I was doing to myself was wrong and that it was hurting me. I didn't want to but I was just so confused and my life was a mess. Not to say that it isn't any more but at least now I can focus on the issues at hand and don't have to obsess over eating. I have relapsed a few times, which I am not proud of, and every time I start over. Now it's been about a month since I last purged and almost a year since I did it religiously. I have reevaluated my life and have been just trying to not eat too much, and sometimes too little. I have learned a lot about nutrition and the awareness of it makes it easier to plan my meals. I have also found an activity that has been getting me into the best shape of my life, kickboxing. When you have an eating disorder it becomes your life. You need to reprioritize. You are not happy right now. I know this. You think that something else is making you feel depressed and that is one reason why you justify your eating disorder, "if I do this then at least these results will make me happy." are you happy yet? I didn't think so. I don't know you and I don't know your life but I do know what it's like to be in this kind of battle. You are letting your disease win. Don't you want to win? Please let me know if I can help in any way. Every person is special and every person goes through time where they feel like the only way to get through is to surrender. That is not true. Some of the greatest lesssons and the greatest builders of strength and character can only be formed in such terrible conditions. Be true to yourself. Be true to your beliefs. You come first.
Here's my life motto: "everything will be ok in the end, if it's not ok, then it's not the end."

I so know exactly how you feel. Hiding an eating diorder is so hard. Only you know what's going on, but no one understands. No one knows the pain you're in. I am still struggling to hide my eating disorder. I'm glad to know i'm not alone.

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I hid and defended my eating disorder for years, and if you survive it, you will have problems the rest of your life...The only thing that helped me was getting pregnant...The doctor told me that if I didnt start eating, my baby would die...My son is now almost 9 years old. I'm not gonna say its easy, its a mental health disorder that is sometimes really hard to deal with, but I can say now as a recovering anorexic, bulemic, that you need to listen to your parents!!! Get help!!!!! Please get help, get better...Skin and bones is not beautiful, healthy is beautiful!!
I still have problems with not wanting to eat cause I feel fat or feel that another girl is skinnier, but I found that if I go running or work out, I feel so much better....Starving yourself is not the way to go...Your hair will fall out...Your teeth rot...Your body actually eats its own musce to survive...Your entire body will break out, your breath is awful...Name it, its not beautiful....Please please please please get help!!