I Am Not Dead

And still nothing to say of why you were gone and what has all happend....Yet I thought you "trusted" the girls of this board???

Why I was gone? Umm I dont know about you but I spent time with my child after she was born not hop online

Do you know who that person was?

Yet no update on it, not stats on your baby....No birth story either....You just jump to everyone that was saying crap about you lying.......

Yes I have my suspicions... Amanda this ttc 16 y/o from tpp who I cussed out.

Wendy I gave amanda and lilblaze stats and etc b/c they asked... Why tell if ppl dont care/dont believe?

You alwasy tried to prove ppl wrong on the tpp....I don't know I find it funny...You don't have anything to share with us, but you jump down ppls throats for what they think of you...Sounds a bit funny to me!!

Sooooooooooooo fffffffffffffffffffffaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkk kkkkkkkeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Get a life "hilary"!

Once again this is a stupid argument, you all need to grow up.. If you are all fighting about this then in my opinion you are not grown up enough for children! Maybe she doesnt want to share her birth story. I wouldn't if I was her, after everything that has been said here, I wouldnt come back! I wouldn't feel that I was even wanted here!

We're not arguing about it...It's a discussion...How it looks you're the one trying to start crap by telling ppl to "grow up." i'm sorry but things that go on the net don't go around my child. The net is my place to go for time for myself! Along with other things. But it's not like my child is istting here reading this, he's 2.5 months old!! That's just not possible!! And oone other thing, i'm sure hil is going to go along with this ash and be like "i don't wnat to share my story because I come back to this." it's typical this is how hil does things. She goes with what ppl say!!

Im not trying to start crap. I was stating my opinion ( in case you didn't read that) by your rebuttle your the one starting crap. Just leave hilary alone. If I all of a sudden left you would think o shes dead or o shes a fake! You are all supposed to be here to help but all the posts lastely have been about people b******* about other people!

Yea I was going to post my birth story but why when no one believes me here it is:
jan 1
sent me to hosp
hooked to monitor
she weighed abt 2.5 lbs
they gave me this cream caca on my cervix
monitored through night
jan 2
they gave me pitocin to induce labor at 10 am
6-7 pm I was in labor, dilated 2 cm effaced 80%
1 am (jan 3): I was trying to sleep when my water broke. This was it I was going to have her at 29 wks.
They gave me nubain to calm me and help me sleep.
8 am: I showered
5 pm: I freaked out, it hit me that she was going to be born so early. I screamed in pain and cursed the staff even the guy with the epidural. Steroid shots given.
630 am (jan 4): I wanted to push. I was totally dilated and effaced. I started pushing.
237 pm (jan 5) she was born.
She should be released in late jan. Incubator. Anemic. Hep b carrier (expected)
weight: 2 lbs 4 oz
29w5d
height: 17.5 inches
time: 237 pm jan 5
apgar: 3/7

By laws they can't let that baby leave unless it's 5lbs or more...Very rare if it's 4lbs...So that baby won't be going home the end of this month....That gives that baby 3 weeks to gain 3lbs or more!! Not going to happen i'm sure! And the lungs have to delevlope still...And another thing they woudln't have let you in labor for 36 hours in the situation you were in, they would have induced.....

Congradulations hilary!

Gaining weight steadily when in reality a baby looses weight and then gains.....

I went home at 3 lbs!

Wow you sure do have a super baby there...Specially seeing as the baby was put on your chest...When with a baby that small and that premie they would take right away and you woudln't be seeing that baby that quickly hil.....God you really like to pull one over on these girls...How sad!! I feel for all those that get pulled in this trap she has.

Stop trying to make her look bad! If she is lieing you know what I dont care, she has been her with me all alone all through my pregnancy and after the birht of my child. You haven't been here all that long so dont try to judge her you dont know her all that well