Peanutbutter And Jelly Sandwiches Posted: 01-14-05 21:53pm
This is a serious post, probably the most
important ive ever posted.
Ok, peanutbutter and jelly sandwiched
makes me really sad. Like whenever I see
one, my eyes fill up with tears, and I
want to break down and cry.
This all started like 4 days ago... I saw
my mom eating a pb&j, it took me back
in time, I remembered when I was little,
and we were...Kinda poor. I started
thinking about all the things shes done
for me my whole life. And I just started
crying. I would remember, she would take
me to the thrift store and with her last
dollar, buy me a pair of ruffle panties.
I feel like a horrible person, and it
makes me hate myself that theres nothing I
can ever do or say to thank her for
everything. I think of myself as an
ungreatfull little biitch for not being
able to express my feelings to her.
Although I really appreciate her, she will
never know.
I was watching my u/s tape last
night...And when I seen malibu moving
around, I started bawling...
Because now I know why moms love there
babies so much.
I love you mom!!
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peanutbuttertreasure
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 09 Nov 2004 Posts: 1226 Location: Georgia
Posted: 01-14-05 22:23pm
Awwww hun!
Their is a way you can thank her..And your
doing so now. Giving her a beautiful
grandchild to love and spoil for the rest
of her life. Lol
does my name make u sad too? :(
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pinkbaby
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 09 Dec 2004 Posts: 618 Location: Arizona
Posted: 01-14-05 22:43pm
Lol chrissy, no, only when I see one.
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sky
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 24 Nov 2004 Posts: 411 Location: oklahoma
Posted: 01-15-05 01:19am
That is so sad. I get that way to like
sometimes if I smell something familiar
like from my past or something it just
brings back memories and stuf. Oh yea off
the subject, but when I even look at or
smell bologna it really makes me wanna
throw up. Sorry I had to throw that in.
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MyLoveBugs
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Dec 2004 Posts: 42
Posted: 01-15-05 01:26am
Aww, that is really sweet. I have felt
that way before when I was was pregnant at
18. That is one thing you don't realize
until you are older, that is what your
parents have done for you, and what you
have done to them. But I will tell you
one thing your mother loves you with all
of her heart and always will believe me!
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1stTimeMom2Be
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 06 Dec 2004 Posts: 466 Location: milwaukee, wi
Posted: 01-15-05 01:33am
Awww hun thats so sweet but sad....The
best way to thank her is to be there for
her....U are giving her the best gift
ever, love...And a grandchild to top it
off....Good luck hun.....Everything will
be fine....
