I don't know if any of you remember me ..
But I haven't been here for over 2 weeks
because I just couldn't bring myself to do
anything ...... My fiance and I lost our
baby 2 weeks 3 days ago..... And it was
the most painful experience of my life. I
never really wanted to be a young mother
or anything .. But now that my baby is
gone I realise it was something I did want
I was just starting to get used to the
idea and was getting ready to tell my
parents!!!! I was almost 12 weeks!!!! I
was just so totally devistated!!!!!!!!!
I think we are over the worst of the
emotionl pain ... Though of course it
still hurts!!! I started crying when I
realised this was the week I was going to
tell everyone! I would have been 14 weeks
tomorrow!!! And of course now I am
surrounded by babies .. My sister and
cousin both had their babies around the
time we lost ours.
We are going to start trying again in 2 or
3 years ... When I am almost through uni.
I can't wait until the day I get to be a
mummy!!!!!! I miss my baby so much!!!
And we never ever got to meet!!!!!!
:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
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BrianBaby
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 19 Jan 2005 Posts: 1383
Posted: 02-03-05 08:15am
I'm so sorry to hear about your loss!!
I'm here if you want to talk!!
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pinkbaby
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 09 Dec 2004 Posts: 618 Location: Arizona
Posted: 02-03-05 13:01pm
Your in a tough situation, but remember,
everything happens for a reason, even if
its something that hurts you. Just think,
god took your baby for a reason, he has
bigger plans for him/her, and your babys a
little angel now.
Good luck on your future pregnancies!!
<3
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Innchik18
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 09 Nov 2004 Posts: 247 Location: Oregon
Posted: 02-03-05 13:05pm
Oh hun I know exactly how you feel. I
lost my baby at 9 weeks on dec. 1 and it
was one of the worst experience I had to
go through. Its so weird cuz even until
this day the weeks are just haunting me.
I would have been 18 weeks monday and its
so sad but I still read on babycenter.Com
what my baby would have been developing
this week.. How big it would have been..
Although the pain is gone.. But the
thoughts still haunt you. My husband and
I are actuall sort of trying for another
baby... Im gonna test in a few days.. So
just take care of yourself...Theres noting
you coul have done. Our little angels are
in heaven.. Think of it this way.. And
good luck!! Pm me if you want to talk..
Btw.. I dont think i've met you.. Im
daisy 18, from oregon married since this
june '04..
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Krista Kai
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 Dec 2004 Posts: 380 Location: Virginia
Posted: 02-03-05 19:20pm
I'm soooo sorry to hear about your loss.
I hate to say this but when I was first
thinking I was pregnant and just after I
found out I was there were times when I
hoped maybe i'd just lose it and that way
everything would just go away. I was
just starting my senior year and the last
think I wanted to be was pregnant. But
then something changed, especially when I
first heard his heartbeat, and I don't
know what i'd do if I lost my baby. I'm
really really sorry you lost your baby.
:cry:
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littlered
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Jan 2005 Posts: 268
Posted: 02-03-05 21:19pm
Sorry about your lost. Like everybody has
said. He/she is a little angel now. And
he/she is looking over you.
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Aniyah05
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 04 Jan 2005 Posts: 72 Location: OHIO!
Posted: 02-04-05 01:37am
i'm sorry hun. I also lost a baby a year
ago and it is a very painful experience.
Everything happens for a reason, maybe
it's just not your time to be a mommy.
Your baby is in heaven w/ god where he or
she belongs.
