whats the point of recovery if when you
try you just end up losing weight then
gaining? what is the point???? :x :x
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hurt28
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Dec 2004 Posts: 49 Location: lowell
Re: I'm a Failure Posted: 02-12-05 18:14pm
Hey ur not a failure just going threw a
tuff time...U no that when u first start
eating again you are ganna gain a few
pounds but then you'll loose it again that
happened to m....That is just what happens
afirst but it'll go away:) ou'll feel
better ok trust me I thought I should die
but then I finally realuzed that u dont
need to being this to feel better...So
just try to get better ok good luck you'll
need it....<3 kelsey
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mshanson
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 28 Nov 2004 Posts: 102 Location: California
In Hell Posted: 02-12-05 22:34pm
:( it sounds like you are in a very bad
place. I read a quote that goes "hell is
wanting to be somewhere else than where
you are."
but you don't have to give up yet. Sure,
you feel like dying --- eating disorders
do that to people, they suck all of the
joy out of life. Then you start
recovering & you feel fat & worse.
But if you hang on, things will get
better. If you give up now, you'ss stay
in hell. I know it seems impossible, but
someday you'll be glad to be alive again.
We all get only one chance at life (as far
as we know) so why check out early? Try
to fight this disease, get help, let your
body get stronger (you are not really
gaining weight, you are just coming alive
again. The weight increase at first isn't
fat or even muscle, it's things like bone
& blood volume & water that you
lost while starving).
