Hi
i am new to this site and felt a need to reply
4 years ago I lost a baby at 14 weeks (long story) then fell pregnant with identicle twins they where stillborn at 7 months 5 months after they where buried I fell pregnant again found out on a monday following sunday at church I started to bleed ,on the monday found out I had miscarried then I had a appoint the folowing day with a pediatrician for my 3 year old and found out he has mild cp
sorry I am trying to cut such a long story
i wanted too kill myself 3 failed pregnancy death of twins everything got much , I started to see a pherapist luckily
i started to meditate to the angels I felt I could not give up I was blessed with my little boy but all these let downs every month cycle after cycle desperation to proove I can do it
i did fall pregnant again and with lots of therapy grief and anxiety
i went on to have a healthy boy now 2 named after the angels
michael
please to all of you do not give up try have faith look within we all get what is meant for us I was not meant to have my twin girls the time was not wright
when that spirit is ready to be conceived it will be please keep trying
never ever give up on a dream and when things get you down email me
i will support anyone on the journey of becoming a mum
i hope I have not rambled too much
forgive me