I Am Broken Hearted, Had to End a Relationship Posted: 02-15-05 20:52pm
I just broke up with my boyfriend
i still love him, I miss him at this
moment,
yet I had to.
He is diganosed with bipolar disorder.
He was so loving and sweet, yet he had a
dark side
his moods started to become unpredictable
and at times, I felt fearful as I felt my
saftey was in jeporady.
So I left him for that, the negative
unhealthy aspects
he started to throw my purse, or
belongings, try to kick me out of the car,
he pulled off in some random neighbor, and
said, leave your purse and get out,
but I did not want to leave my purse, and
it would be a really long walk home, no
sidewalks, so I just said nice things so I
could stay in the car...
( he was so odd at times)
he did this, when I started noticing
signs, and told him I don't see a future
with us
in hindsight, I should have kept my mouth
shut, but I am a honest person.
Yet, at least, I could see what he is
capable of ....
Anyways, so I did not want to stick around
and see what he is fully capapble of....
Valentines, yesterday, was most
depressing, I sat in bed and ate and
cried, so depressing, I know
anyways, I am hurt
i wish I could meet someone who exhibiits
the positive aspect of him
i will love him forever in one respect,
and hope for the best for him
and at the same time, part of me misses
him
i guess I am just lonely
thanks for listening,
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Mike_The_Man
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 20 Jan 2005 Posts: 2 Location: Detroit MI
Posted: 02-16-05 19:08pm
I am so very sorry to hear this sad news,
but you must remain strong! I just went
through some difficulties with a woman
that has histrionic personality disorder
and it hurts for me as well although I
know I did the right thing for me.
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shanti1
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 20 Dec 2004 Posts: 87
What It Is That Persoanlity Disorder? Posted: 02-17-05 10:10am
Thank you for your positive response
what is histornic personality disorder?
Never heard of it.
Much thanks
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LisaQSanders
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 05 Feb 2005 Posts: 13 Location: texas
Posted: 02-17-05 23:02pm
I want to start out by saying that I am
very sorry for your situation. I know
what you are going through. Sort of. I
have been with my boyfriend now for 5
years and I am starting to believe he is
bi polar. The first time I noticed it was
when I told him that I was pregnant. He
became irrate. Wanted me to have an
abortion. Then a week later swore he
didnt say that. He started throwing
things, yelling and screaming for no
apparent reason. I could say something
that I thought was innocent but he would
blow up and go off. He has not been
diagnosed with it because he will not go
to the Dr. We have a 2 year old daughter
and it is starting to become unbarrible.
I understand how you could feel lonely ive
been there to. Just remember your safety
is first. Be strong and I am here to talk
if you need to.
