I Did Break Up With My Bipolar Boyfriend Posted: 02-16-05 17:50pm
I have not seen nor spoken with my now ex-
boyfriend
he has not stalked me, sent me a bill for
using his electricity when I was at his
house with him, or gas money or when he
drove to me stores, or to school bill, he
has not called, or presented me with any
papers that I have to go court,
( these were things that he said he would
do, if I left him)
well he never said the word stalked, he
did say, that he would follow me anywhere
and make my life a living _ _ _ _
yet that was the negative side, the dark
side of him
prior, when were dating and all, of course
it was beautiful
and most romantic and loving, and
passionate, and so hot
and everything I dreamed of ....
Well I woke up to reallize that he has a
dark moody side
that his moods have changed, as he became
more unpredicatable
i don't know, I feel like he started drug
use, I have no evidence of it,
but he was so moody in just amount of
hours,
loving one moment, then he wakes up from a
nap, and all heck breaks loose and I am
thinking, I have placed myself in a very
unsafe situation
even though hours prior, it was
passionate, very intimate and loving...
Ugh.
My valentines day was so lonely. I just
curled up in my bed after my real life
obligations were met, so sad, so lonely
i want to meet someone with that has the
positive aspects of my ex boyfriend
i don't want to be alone. I am
independent, I do have self esteem
i am overweight now, but my goal is to be
thin by august. ( want to lose at least
60 pounds)
i am just sad, I think I will be ok, in
terms of no more drama from my x.
Never been in this type of relationship
prior, never to intend to be in one like
it ever again.
Thank you all for reading, and responding,
I know this was long
i guess I am so lonely and sad :cry:
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lahernandez
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 17 Feb 2005 Posts: 4 Location: mexico
Hi Posted: 02-17-05 20:01pm
Probably he's dead. Seriously, I think he
hates you so much, that he doesn't want to
hear of you no more.
I can't blame him, nor you. I don't know
what are you crying for, you didn't want
him, you dumped him. So, what's next?.
Maybe you have done the best for him...
Probably (of course, if he's still alive),
he will find someone less selfish and
comprehensive.
I hope you can realize that you will find
someone very special but please, don't run
away if you see that the relationship is
more complex than you expected. Did this
guy deserve you? I mean, was he special?
Did he worthed extra relationship job?
Think about it.
Regards caren!!
Pd. Sorry if I was rough, i'm not like
this... When I smoke =)
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missens
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 12 Apr 2005 Posts: 3 Location: atlanta
He's Not Dead Posted: 04-12-05 12:22pm
I don't know that person that post the
last reply, but i'll apologize for them.
Your ex has the same disorder my current
boyfriend has. At one time when we were
just friends we stopped talking for 2
months. Its not that he's not thinking
of you over the break it's just that he's
thinking of a million other things also.
Be patient, let him know that you're there
for him, and if you do get another chance
be more understanding of his disorder.
In the mean time get in the gym, go on
with your life. He certainly doesnt need
someone who's also depressed.
