Std's Have Ruined My Life Posted: 03-29-05 06:58am
I have had genital warts since I wuz 14
,ive had ooodles & ooodles of office
treatments -lazer surgerys & even
aldara do it yourself creme !!Theyve neva
gone away completeely pregnancy makes
them grow like mad & ive had 4 9 yrs
ago I wuz told I also had hep c
!!Great !!!Now find someone to love
me????It aint neva gonna happen!!Why does
god hate me????I hate me !!I hate being
lonely I hate having to tell anyone who u
might be with ,that u have bs diseases
...."do u still wanna have sex w/me???"i
havnt been to tha doc in 3 yrs now
....Whats the point im afraid if I have
another surgergy I wont have any feeling
left in my clit!& I like 2 orgasm 2-3
x's a day!! I dont wanna be alone all my
life I just wanna be normal!!!
Sick of life!!!
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Justin_Toronto
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Joined: 28 Jan 2005 Posts: 418 Location: Toronto, ON
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Posted: 03-29-05 09:38am
You must be mislead if you think you will
not be loved because of std's. Love is
not about sex. I think another surgery
may be in order with a follow-up
treatment.
If you lose sensitivity in your vagina
then that is something you will have to
endure. Either be alone and orgasm
alone, suffer the warts. Or get them
cleared up and at least have the
confidence to acquire a life partner.
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lizzardlips
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 19 Mar 2005 Posts: 9 Location: Georgia
None Posted: 04-09-05 10:45am
The last person was right, love is not
about sex. I think someday you will find
someone who will love all of you no matter
what. Just give yourself the time.
Maybe you can use your misfortune as
something to help others out. Talk about
std's and try to get people to protect
themselves. Use it to help others!
Do whatever you can to help get rid of the
std's. Technology is growing all of the
time. Maybe someday something will be
able to help you out once and for all.
I do feel for you and I am sorry that you
feel that way about your life, but
remember you got yourself here and there
is nothing you can do to erase the past.
Accept it, use it to help others and maybe
you will find some happiness in that.
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Bug Off
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 09 May 2005 Posts: 1 Location: Michigan
I Know How You Feel. Posted: 05-09-05 13:49pm
Idbbetteroffdead yes I feel like that to
but I guess we have to regain some
strength from the lord. Who wants to say
"i have a std want to have sex with me?
I understand you completely. Having to
tell new people is the worst. I feel the
same way who's going to love us. Man what
a life. But I do feel we need a support
group or something. I like to be alone.
Just put your trust in the lord and stop
looking for someone and he may send us
somebody. If your not living with it you
don't understand so shut up. It's almost
like you want to call an escort service to
get some dick you know. But o.K take care
and write back. Idbbetteroffdead.
:twisted:
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Jiltedheart
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 19 May 2005 Posts: 11
Posted: 05-19-05 05:37am
There are websites for people of like
conditions to meet. Meaning you can be
matched with other in your positions who
are alone and afraid to try because they
have a certain std. I can't think of the
name of any now but I have seen them
advertised on tv and the web. If I find
one I will post a link for you.
