I am truly sorry about your situation. I know from experience that waiting is a very hard thing. How long have you and your husband been trying? Do you already have any children? Why do you feel that now may not be the best time for you to become pregnant? All I can say is put it in the hands of the lord. He knows all. I tried to get pregnant with my first son, to keep my boyfriend, but he left, and we havent seen or heard from him in two years. I got pregnant with my second son, because the man I am with was going through a terrible time and could not see his baby from a previous relationship. He stayed, we got married, and he has been the perfect, husband, father, and stepfather. My second son is disabled. I cry everyday, wondering if he is that way because I prayed to get pregnant instead of letting god take control. I also knew that that time was not a good time to try to have a child. Now, we struggle everyday, financially , emotionally, and even physically. This may not be the right answer for you, but I suggest that if you arent sure that now is the best time to try, than maybe you should wait until you know its perfect. Don't get me wrong though, I love my children, and would not trade them for the world!
I really hope I helped you. If you need anything you can pm me
good luck
marissa