Hello, I am currentley 15 years old and
weigh 120 pounds, this past saturday, 5
days ago I experimented with adderall for
the first time. Both of my friends that I
were with that had given me the drug had
prior experience. Them, weighing about 40
pounds more than I do took 150 milligrams
a few days before. This saturday around
8pm I took 90 milligrams of adderal xr for
my first time. They both had severe
reactions, pounding heart, sick to their
stomache, lightheadedness etc. None of us
had gotten any sleep the following night
of our trip. I myself have been having
the worse side effects, I havent gone to
the bathroom but only once since saturday,
even though I didnt eat anything 2 of
those days, and when I went it was
dihareah. I have been having heart
problems since the trip, my heart is
beating irregular, somtimes it will beat
fast, sometimes it will beat slower, even
without excercise. Sometimes when I put
my hand to my chest I can barley even feel
my heart beating, and others I will be
able to feel it clearly. I have had
severe depression in the past, but ever
since my adderall trip it has gotten alot
worse. Sometimes I feel like im going to
die, im scarred to death that im going to
have a heart attack, im afraid that when I
go to sleep I wont wake up, and this has
made my depression worse. I am on
accutane(serious drug for acne) and didnt
take it for 3 nights, but I have began
taking it again as of last night. This
medication has made me depressed anyway
but the combination of the two makes me
feel absolutley meaningless. I am afraid
to tell my parents because it wasent
percribed to me and I am currentley in the
process of being prosocuted for another
felony. I dont want to talk to anyone
about it, even though I relise this is
probably the best thing to do, im afraid
they will end up notifying the police and
then I will be screwed. I really need
help here, I feel like im going to lose
it, either that or die of a heart attack.
Please someone, I need some advice.
Thanks - lathe
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Tamadrummer
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Oct 2004 Posts: 710 Location: Zephyrhills,Fl
Posted: 04-09-05 10:54am
I know you are afraid of telling your mom
and dad about this problem but you are
going to have to tell them so you can be
properly treated for the symptoms you are
having.
If you cannot talk to them about it, maybe
you can talk to a teacher that you trust
at your school or to one of the assistant
principals or even go to the emergency
room and tell the triage nurse what you
have done and also tell them about your
past use/abuse of drugs.
I am not sure what the typical dosage of
adderal would be but if you exceeded it
and your body has gotten itself out of the
correct rhythem(sp), you can and probably
will have a heart attack or stroke.
You have to tell someone and seek real,
live help. (not computer people help) :p
i hope you do the right thing and let us
know how it goes!
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jurplesman
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 24 Jul 2004 Posts: 139 Location: Sydney Australia
Posted: 04-19-05 22:23pm
Hello lathofheaven,
it seems to me that all your problems seem
to be due to an abnormal biochemistry.
If so this can be easily treated without
recourse to drugs. I understand that you
have been taking adderal for obesity.
This is central nervous system stimulant
often used in people with adhd.
The point that I want to raise is that
most of your problems, - depression.
Obesity, mood swings etc - may be due to
hypoglycemia. I suggest that you contact
your school counselor or a friendly doctor
and have yourself tested for hypoglycemia.
We have a special test for hypoglycemia at
our web site. Search our web site for
"testing for hypoglycemia..."
if you are found to be positive you need
to go on a hypoglycemia diet.
If you are found to be hypoglycemic the
the treatment going on a hypoglycemic
diet. This will also help stop obesity,
especially if you take some nutritional
supplements as explained in “the
hypoglycemic diet”.
If you want to understand the connection
between emotional disorders and
hypoglycemia, please read:
"what is hypoglycemia?'
at our web site.
We also have a self-help psychotherapy
course at our web site.
Please discuss with a therapist.
Jurriaan plesman, ba(psych), post grad.
Dip. Clin. Nutr.
I know exactly how u r feeling I have
another addiction (zopiclone post) and
without it my heart palputaions are really
scary,
i am a single mum of 1 and I obviously
have to keep things together for my
daughters sake.
I lie awake some nights and my heart feels
like it's gonna jump out my skin it beats
so hard,
and to be honest I don't know what this
drug is u have had? Is it like lsd or
amphetamine (speed)?
If so these drugs are known to increase
your anxiousness which is why you feel
unstable and panicky. I took them 2/3
nights a week for 6 years when I was
younger going to raves etc, and when I was
around my friends I felt great but after
being up all night time come for me to go
home to sleep, and it was a nightmare!!
My room looked "different" I felt
uncomfortable and scared although I knew
my mum would kill me if she found out what
i'd been doing.
I think once I even fell unconscious as I
had these bizarre images of "neon people"
dancing through my head very scary!!
At night if u have trouble sleeping, try
putting a portable tv in your room and
have it on low volume so you've got
sounds with you it can help calm u a
bit!
Although as a short term relief try some
deep breathing exercises (look up online)
they really help to calm your nervous
system down,
and you really do need to tell someone,
even a friend as once u have you will feel
like a weight has been lifted off of
you.
All the best
kels x
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deagleking
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 23 Jul 2005 Posts: 2
Listen Posted: 07-23-05 02:04am
Ok, listen 2 me, I know exactly how, you
feel, before you skip what I have 2 say, I
am in your shoes but I can help you. I
know it feels good 2 talk 2 someone that
has the same problems so hear it goes.
I am a 18 year old boy who has been
manicly depressed sense I was 12. Ive
been around many hard days, and believe
me, they were bad. My girlfriend used 2
cut herself b4 she knew I existed (i never
did, because I always saw it as the vagina
way out and I can build up the courage 2
not do it). Instead of hurting myself, I
would deal with my pain by taking pills
(that were perscribed 2 me), smoking, or
drinkin. Even though my pain would go
away for that night, it would always come
back.
Another problem that I have is anxiety,
you know how your heart pounded
uncontrolably? Well that happends 2 me
when I smoke. My body shakes, everything
is louder than it should be. And every
thing feels like its lagging. For
instance if you talked 2 me, I would only
c your mouth move, and like 3 seconds
later I would hear you.
As for the pills you are taking adderall,
I used 2 take them myself (perscribed for
me for school) they were only 10mg a pill
and what you took was way 2 much. My
mother would only give me half.
Recently, my friend told me about
adderall, and he said it was another form
of speed. I read the sideaffects and it
can be serious if abused. I tried them
anyway only 2. I can see why people do
them, I can feel how good it can make you
feel.
I can also feel the negative side affects
such as the addiction, how it dwells on
depression, and how your heart can
increase the beats.
Now for your depression, I dont know if
you have the same depression as me, but I
have a chemical imbalance in my body (not
severe) but enough to make me sad for a
few weeks. Do not use anything to coop
up with your depression. Its ok to smoke
and drink every once in a while if you had
a little of a bad day. But do not make it
as a habbit. Pills for instance are
highly addicting (i would know). And can
lead to other drugs, and not to mention
small balls.
Ok, now as for what you should do about
this heart problem. The first thing you
should do is tell your parents about your
"heart problem", if you feel
uncomforitable telling them it was from a
drug you took, you can always tell that
part later. Make them take you and get
checked about this heart problem and who
knows, it could be just anxiety (which I
have). Second, before you experament
with n e other drug (not that your should)
you should read the side affects, make
sure your not really alergic. And please
make sure u know the proper dosage.
Seriously, not to scare you or anything,
if it was n e thing else like pain killers
you and your friends could of over
dosed.
Remember, your parents care much more
about your own safety then just beating
the caca out of you. Of course there
gonna b mad, but its better than just
keeping it in. The will help you more
than punish you.
So lets recap here:
1. Tell your parents about your "heart
problem"
2. Get a checkup from your doctor.
3. Tell your parents about your
depression and how serious it is.
4. Never take a large dosage like that.
5. If you need to talk to someone
personally, you can email me
(xxdeaglekingxx@walla.Com) and I can help
you dealing with depression and maybe get
rid of it.
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DivineIntervention
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 28 Jun 2005 Posts: 30 Location: Remote cave in Iraq
Posted: 07-27-05 05:28am
If you dont have add/adhd dont take
adderal, please read my post labeled
"adderal - (n) - .." it can have rather
detrimental and fatal outcomes. Its
really simple.. Now as for the
depression I can not address that.
Adderal stays in your system for less than
2 days, just say 'no' from now on.
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kword
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Jan 2006 Posts: 33
Build Up Posted: 01-04-06 18:26pm
Actually what makes adderall such an
addictive drug is because it builds up in
the protein in your brain, these protein
deposits is what trigger the cravings.
The deposits will eventually go away, but
ex-addicts usually report cravings for
amphetamines months or years after
quitting.
Also, the dose you took was a very high
amount for your first time, I have used
adderall as a recreational drug numerous
times and the highest I have taken was 120
mg.
Once I had what I thought was an overdose,
where I snorted a large amount of adderall
then 2 hrs later I snorted a larger
amount. I had heart palpitations that
nite but now I dont seem to notice them
and believe I dont have them anymore.
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danmarkas
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 18 Feb 2006 Posts: 3
Posted: 02-18-06 13:19pm
I got into that stuff when I was thirteen.
Lost 40 lbs.
Horrible. Had to go to emergency room.
It gave me an irregular heart beat and I
had to be watched. I also got caught at
school in 7th grade.
Its highly addictive, and can kill you.
Sounds like you did it for your friends.
Does that sound like something you'd do?