Hi natalie, how are you doing today? I am
so sorry you are going through such a
tough time. It must really be hard for
you to always be worrying about commitng
suicide and that other people are out to
get you. The anti- anziety pills- did a
dr, prescribe them? How long have you
been taking them? Often it takes about a
month for them to kick in. Ocd can also
be related like you said. Again
medication really hold hope for you here
too. If you talk to a Dr. About this,
maybe they can prescirbe medication which
will relieve you of all of these symptoms.
I know it sounds kind of morbid when you
are scared of drugs that medicines are
your only way out of this, but by your
post it seems that you could really
benefit from them! You could live a happy
life or you can live the way you are
living now. I can tell that you really
want to have a happy life and you can.
You can. You can and you will. You can
and you will. I can't stress that enough.
Please see a dr and tell her this, show
them your post. Let someone help you
through this. You deserve to get help and
you desrve to live a full and happy life.
You are a very special person because
everyone is. I don't know whether you
believe in god but there is a saying 'god
don't make no junk" and its true. I'm
really really sorry if I sound like i'm
preaching, don't mind ok. If ever you
need to talk e-mail me
poetmcc@ya
hoo.Com.
Ps: I am a teen and I have some of the
symtpoms you have like over- anxiety and
stuff and I am a true hypochondriac so ha
ha if only I could take my own advice!!
I'm glad you atleast asked for help- I
can't even get myself to do that yet.
Sorry this is so long by the way
