So So Down And Dont Know What to Do...to Be Happy... Posted: 04-30-05 17:27pm
Hey there....Im so depressed....Or
down...I really dont knwo what to say
right now.....Im so confused and uncertain
about my life....I feel so ugly...Thats
the main thing....I wish I were
pretty....I wish I had good close
friends...I wish I went out more often...I
wish I was happy with my boyfriend....But
im not...And thats sad because he is a
very loving person....Im just obsessed
with his good friend which is
aweful....But its normal because im
human.....Im faithful to my
boyfriend....But am jealous of his other
friend...Its really taking over me.....I
wish he liked me...I wish I was with his
friend which is aweful to say....Or for
you guys to read but my boyfriend just
doesnt make me feel complete....Im nervous
thinking about having a future with him
but at the same time I am afraid to lose
him or move on because I am so comfortable
around him.....Things are aweful!...I am
really not happy with my life.....I dont
know what to do....I feel like im wasting
my life.....I dont knwo what to do....And
thats all that is going through my
head....Uncertainty.....Things are just so
complicated....Im so down.......What am I
going to do....You see...There I said it
again...
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lindak
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 17 May 2005 Posts: 3 Location: london
Hey There Posted: 05-17-05 05:20am
I think you should try and be more
possitive about yourself ,you are a human
therefore beautiful no one is ugly I know
friends are important so get out there and
make some we are all unsure about
ourselves so if you remember that it makes
it easier to make the first move towards
friendship ,a smile a kind wird to someone
can open many doors just try
