i appreciate your kind words and advice.
It's come to the place where now we are
just like roommates. There's hardly any
sex at this point and when we do it, I
can't wait to get it over with. This
sucks, but I know it will kill him if I
ask for a divorce.
I swear on a stack of bibles that there
isn't anybody else either. I wouldn't
cheat or let it come to that. I almost
wish I would meet somebody so I would have
a good excuse to end this marriage.
Maybe deep down i'm just waiting for him
to end it so I don't have to be the bad
guy. I have few female friends to
confide in so mostly I just keep
everything bottled up inside.
I never should have gotten married. I was
so stupid, because I knew I was making a
mistake when I did it.
Thanks for being so sweet. :)
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annaf2001
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Oct 2005 Posts: 41 Location: Oklahoma
Posted: 10-12-05 12:57pm
I am sorry that you feel that way. You
must find a way to tell him what you are
feeling. Do you think its because he has
changed? Maybe there is something he
could do to make an improvement? I'm
sure if he still loves you then he would
want to do anything in this power to help.
You should at least give him that
chance. It will help give him closure if
things are over. I really don't have that
many girlfriends either. I find it hard
to get close with girls and open up to
them. You can email me directly if you
want. Annal
eecrank@yahoo.Com I would like to
have another woman to talk to.
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Pilleus
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 22 Jun 2004 Posts: 109 Location: Florida
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Posted: 10-12-05 13:41pm
Thanks and I would like that. I'll be in
touch but i'm almost ready to go home.
I'll chat with you later anna. :)
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annaf2001
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Oct 2005 Posts: 41 Location: Oklahoma
Posted: 10-12-05 14:22pm
So I guess you do this mostly at work.
Me too. I get really bored. But next
week i'll be quiting this job and going
back to my old position so I can
consentrate on graduating college. (in
december). I'd like that too.
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Pilleus
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 22 Jun 2004 Posts: 109 Location: Florida
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Posted: 10-28-05 06:34am
To anna and teresa,
just wanted to let you guys know that it's
finally over. We have decided to go our
separate ways. Aside from the first few
days after I told my husband I wanted out,
the details of our separation are being
handled in a friendly and amicable
manner.
We both realize there is no way for us to
co-exist as a married couple.
I hope you both are doing well.
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lovinmom4
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Jun 2005 Posts: 37
Posted: 11-08-05 08:41am
You are hanging in there for a reason,
pilleus. You must still love him. Keep
hanging, things may just get better. Try
to regain respect for each other. Have
you told him how you feel when he acts so
angry or pissed off? Maybe tell him
"honey when you get in a bad mood, I get
in a bad mood." and it does rub off.
Maybe he senses that your feelings have
changed and it makes him feel insecure.
Who knows? But, at least you can say you
are trying to make it work. He needs to
try also. Best of luck to you.
