I recently started reading letters in this
forum,, i'm also new to cumputers as well.
I wrote one message and ended up sending
it to myself!
i'm
also listed under my husbands name due to
the fact that when I tried to put in my
name it was already in use
not
being to swift with cumputer stuff, I just
put in my husbands name and it took :d
anyway i'm interested in this forum
because now after being diagnosed with
fybromyalgia, which I never belived was
the real name for this monster i've been
dealing with for years, pain, fatiuqe,
insomnia, rashes, blood in my urine ,
terrible eye pain from dry eye that tear
replacement drops only seemed to irritate
more ! And pain from constacondritus with
titses syndrome, and hoshimotos
thyriodytius, blurring vision, headaches,
mouth sores, as well as nose. Carpul
tunnel, degenerative disc disease, ibs,
pain at times in my lungs on deep
breathing. Stiff swollen joints,general
weakness, loss of muscle tone, ( I was a
professional dancer in my youth!). Now I
have problems carring a glass of water !
I have good days, altho right now I cant
remember the last one
i'm on
disability , which took aver 4 years to
get
unfortunately it is a mental disability,
due to depression,and shor term memory
loss, and mental cunfusion
I
also after all my life having low blood
pressure, now have hypertinsion, and mytal
valve prolaps, angina. Irrithmia, and I
believe last year I survived a heart
attack , this is because , I believe god
still loves cowards
I
hate doctors I could tell some pretty
grim ones of experiences in military
hospitals , and near death
anyway I have 8 children and some of my
daughters I believe have lupus, one in
particular has suffered sever asthma all
her life this past satuday I had her at
the hospital , and after x-rays they
pointed to a large area of somthing
and
said if indeed I have lupus maybe she does
as well, and in any case lupus could be
behinmd the areas in her lungs or.....
of
course we are hoping for lupus being the
cause, I am also hoping some one ut there
could tell me how lupus could do this
thank you so much my name is lily
