Well, this is the second time i'm writting
this post, because the first time this
forum made me log back in when I tried to
post. So... Byebye post. So instead of
the very detailed first post, i'm going to
shorten it a bit.
First, my questions: can you be two-five
months pregnant and show no symptoms?
And, can two pregnancies within a short
period of time (two years) be dramatically
different? (pregnancy a: every symptom;
pregnancy b: no symptoms.)
now i'll explain. When I was 18 I got
pregnant. I wasn't on birthcontrol and
the condom broke. This scared me, and I
went through the experience alone. I got
an abortion. I was naseaus and had
moodswings and the fetus was 48 days old.
I'd taken plan b two days after the condom
breaking incident. I went on depo, broke
up with my boyfriend, went into the
military as planned (a very large deciding
factor, as well as being too young and
immature and financially unstable, my
circumstances now, except for i'm slightly
more mature). But ever since I got
pregnant i've been terrified of getting
pregnant again. I wasn't on depo when I
finally went into the military (a period
of 9 months) and so I started taking it
again in december when I got back. I
started dating my new boyfriend in
january. We were active then, and even
though the relationship isn't a bad one,
we're both so busy that the best way to
describe our relationship is off and on.
We were also active in march and the
beginning of this month. (we use condoms,
as well.)
this week i've been clothes shopping a
lot, so i've been paying an large amount
of attention to my body. While I have no
symptoms, like tenderness, nasuea or
moodswings, I noticed that my abs have
grown hard, and my stomach more prominent,
and when I sit down and am not pulling it
in, I noticed that it seems bigger. If I
was just gaining weight I wouldn't think
that my abs would get hard. And because
of before, i'm thinking pregnancy. I
scheduled an appointment for tomorrow, and
I can't sleep, I just needed someone to
know since I have never felt comfortable
talking to my friends about my own pain.
Could I be pregnant? Or am I simply
paranoid and need to get back to the gym.
I'm praying it's the latter, i'm in no way
ready for a baby. And if I am pregnant
again... I don't know how I will deal
with it. An abortion is the only real
option, but the thought of going through
the pain again terrifies me. I'll post a
followup to this if no one answers before
I get my results, but hopefully someone
can reassure me that i'm simply out of
shape.
Thanks.
