Oh, I know I shouldnt force my boyfriend and he shouldnt force me.... Weve never done that to each other. And thats the thing, weve been together for 3 years now and weve done things a lot riskier than dry humping. And I wasnt worried when we did this stuff. It just seems that lately when we do anything, I freak out and get worried, ... I dunno, ...Its been this way for the past, like 7 months... Where all we do is dry hump and ill give him hand jobs and he'll finger me everyonce in awhile, but thats it and everytime we do, I start to get really worried. Cause I cannot be pregnant.... My mom would never speak to me again if I got pregnant before I was married, she's totally and utterly against it and its just not something that could happen. So, I guess thats what all this fear of this is based on ... Not wanting to make my mom mad and disappoint her. And plus, im just not ready for a kid, I still feel like a kid myself ( i'm 19 and just graduated from high school) so, I dont want all that responsibility yet. And weve already discussed the whole sex issue and weve both made the decision that we are waiting to have intercouse until we are married, regardless of whether we marry each other or not, we just dont want to until then . And thats why we only do what we do and trust me, I dont want to go beyond dry humping and all that , im fine with that, but in a way , im not I guess. Cause im so freaked out right now... My period is literaly due any day now.... And last week I took a pregnancy test and I came out negative. I mean, if I dont get it, im gunna lose it.