Hi.
I went back into hospital again today, for them to do another check.
Her heartbeat is even lower than yesterday, but ive only taken 6 tablets so far, so im hoping it will improove over the next day or so.
Though, this sounds absolutly terrible... Part of me is hoping it dosent.
I can hardly bear knowing that it is extremly unlikly that she will survive at the moment. I dont think I can go many more weeks, and letting her get stronger, for her only to die anyway.
They did a length and weight thing. And they said she is approximitly 3.5 inches, and 100grams. Which is very small for nearly 15 weeks.
I havent felt her move at all today, and im so worried, jay is the only person keeping me together at the moment.
They cant do an op. And go and untangle her, because my waters are so low, and they cant risk having my waters any lower, there lower than they were yesterday.
Apparently my body is having problems supplying everything needed for this pregnancy, after being pregnant, 2 weeks after having jay.
They told me if things arnt looking up in 3 days time, they can go in and remove her.
They said they cant leave things to much longer though, because my placenta isnt working right either.
My baby has like almost no chance now, and its heart wrenching.
Im on strict bed rest for the next few days, with a midwife coming in every 4 hours to check my baby.
Im only posting this, so people know how important it is, not to get pregnant so soon after giving birth. Although this pregnancy was a complete accident - the condom burst, I feel so guilty.
I'll come on tomorrow evening for a few mins.
If anyone has any advice, it would be greatly appreciated.