I feel like I don’t know what i’m
doing its like i’m in a dream I cant
look at myself in the mirror or other
peoples faces when I wake up its like the
same thing everyday the same sounds same
people and I even do the same thing
everyday I feel as thou i’m not even
living anymore and it scares me so bad
that I have really bad anxiety and panic
attacks cause I don’t know what it is
and i’ve been stuck in my room for like
a year now sleeping a lot and sometimes I
cant even sleep at all I feel as thou I
don’t know that i’m talking sometimes
and i’m very irritable to sounds plus I
tend to lash out on people cause i’m so
mad cause iv been living this way for so
long and still cant figure out what’s
wrong with me and sometimes I have these
crazy thoughts about knocking somebody
out and I don’t know why it seems the my
brain cant perceive things or process
things I see or hear its like my brain
cant handle it and it causes me not to be
able to function right and have all these
weird feelings like i’m out there in a
fog or something its like i’m never
goanna be back to feeling better again I
feel that iv damaged something that cant
be fixed and I don’t know how I did it
cause I never did any drugs or anything
like that or had a really bad past or
anything it feels as thou I have something
physically wrong as well cause even when
i’m not feeling anxiety or a panic
attack or depression there is still
something wrong like i’m in a dream or
something like I cant talk cause its such
a task cause it feels so weird and it just
wont go away its like I have so much wrong
with me and I have not had a job or hardly
any kind of contact with other people and
plus i’ve been in my house for like
almost a year it feels as thou its too
late for me like its goanna be like this
forever that there isn’t any help for it
cause if there were they would have
already helped me instead of me being like
this for so long and nothing has changed
but I keep going on hoping one day it will
all go away so I can live a better life
the life I should be living cause i’m
only 21 and I feel like i’m 80 or
something …. :( :?
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Lennon
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Jun 2005 Posts: 82 Location: Canada
Posted: 06-04-05 12:44pm
Are you saying that you feel like you're
in a dream state all the time? Like
everything around you feels far away and
you feel like you're not really there? A
lot of people with anxiety disorders get
that. I had that a lot. That's actually
a normal thing for the brain to do when
you've stressed it out too much. I'm not
sure if that's exactly what you're saying
but if it is, let me know..........You can
get over that.
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weird
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Jun 2005 Posts: 57 Location: conway sc
Hey Posted: 06-06-05 20:35pm
I dont know what it is? Its not just the
anxiety thats bothering me cause I would
not have anxiety if it wornt for this
feeling that I have everyday the feeling
of not being able to look at fast
movements in front of my eyes or even look
at myself its like its not real but it is
its like my brain cant process it it
starts me up plus its like I cant talk
anymore cause I cant feel myself talking
its like its coming out but its like I
dont know I just sed that you know and it
scares me bad and herts me cause its like
im goanna be like this forever and there
is no help like its too late its allready
messed up too much to fix its just soo
hard to wake up everyday like this it
sucks soo bad :(
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ServantofChrist0
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 27 Aug 2005 Posts: 3 Location: wv
Posted: 09-01-05 16:14pm
Weird please give me your email address so
we can talk I think
we might be able to help each other .I
have been having these problems
every single day for the past three and a
half years now .So I have a bunch of info
I can give you about it my email address
is
ser
vantofchrist0@aol.Com or radika
ll777@yahoo.Com
so please get a hold of me I beleive it
is very important for
you to if you really need help
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Ryanlyme
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Apr 2006 Posts: 7 Location: Maryland, USA
Exactly Posted: 04-03-06 23:56pm
Your the only other person ive ever heard
use the "dream state" analogy. It is
also my best way to describe it. It is
hell. I have been diagnosed with lyme
disease, and treated with iv antibiotics.
It hasnt improved yet, but hope is still
there for a couple more months. Still...
I am excited to see someone experiencing
more than just "fog". You lose a sense
of awareness that almost seems like a 6th
sense. I recommend you ask your doctor
specifically for a lyme disease test, as I
regretted not doing so... Also it would
be worth it to ask about a tilt table
test, or standing up/sitting down blood
pressure measurements.
By the way, im a 16 year old male, with
depression that is unsuccessfully treated
by antidepressants. I smoked weed for a
while, and I really hope these symptoms
aren't related to that. I dont think
they are.
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drifter
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 04 Mar 2006 Posts: 24 Location: USA
Posted: 04-04-06 01:42am
You're so young. You have to either be
in college, have a full time job, and go
out ocasionally or go to gym. Please
start doing a few of these things now, for
you have nothing to wait for.
Also, don't be afraid. Read another
post, foggy mind. Apparently, quite a
few people have the same condition.
Freaking out causes panic attacks.
I don't know how to explain this. I
think it may be caused by stress in some
instances.
