Every time I wake up its like I don’t
know were i’m at and I feel so out there
like I don’t know what i’m doing
anymore so it makes it so hard to even get
out of bed or open my eyes cause I feel so
messed up that I don’t know what to do I
cant hardly speak or even go outside or
talk to my parents anymore its like it’s
a struggle to do anything its like i’m
retarded or something but I know it and
that’s what hurts and makes me feel so
bad most of the time I cant even feel
anything its like i’m in a fog or dream
or something and it scares me bad and it
makes me so angry and want not to live
anymore or even wake up cause I know its
goanna be the same thing all over again
its like why am I even living what’s the
point when I cant do anything for anybody
or even myself its even hard for me to
type this right now i’m so out of
it……
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Glamorgirli
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 17 May 2005 Posts: 193 Location: Michigan
Posted: 06-11-05 09:46am
You should really talk to someone about
the way your feeling, your probably going
through a type of depression, and I dont
want you to hurt yourself. When you said
there is no point of you living scared me.
Please talk to someone and get help.
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weird
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Jun 2005 Posts: 57 Location: conway sc
Hey Posted: 06-11-05 16:29pm
I would never hurt myself thats not in the
cards for me I was just saying that I
wanna live but I dont wanna live like this
so when I say I dont wanna live thats what
im saying im not going to hurt myself
thats the easy way out I live everyday as
a challenge even thow its much harder for
me to live each day its like a lerning
process to me but it one of the most
diffecult things to figure out but it will
be figured out no matter what I have to do
if it takes me years to do it its gonna be
done but I relly want to thank you for
your reply cause it relly helps me out to
even hear what it could be thats wrong
with me so thank you verry much
.......Later.
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skinnianna
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 27 Jun 2005 Posts: 14 Location: philly
Posted: 06-28-05 13:01pm
It could be an autoimmune disease.
I have hypothyroidism, and when it was
mistreated or undiagnosed, I had that
terrible fog, like I didn't really know
what was going on- like you know those
thick warped glass squares they use in
bathrooms sometimes? It was like trying
to communicate with the world, when it was
on one side of a wall of those, and I was
on the other, peering, listening, but
everything was warped and muted.
When I started armour thyroid (don't take
synthroid it's horribe, doesn't work
anywhere near as well as armour) it all
got alot better, if very slowly. You
should really get some blood tests done,
it's most likely something autoimmune,
even if it isn't hypothyroidism. (which
is quickly determined by taking a tsh
test, above 2 (don't let them say 5!) is
normal
good luck!
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Phillies
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Jun 2005 Posts: 8
Posted: 07-17-05 12:24pm
You say this happens when you wake up?
Does it better as the day goes on?
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Ryanlyme
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Apr 2006 Posts: 7 Location: Maryland, USA
Your Not Alone Posted: 09-06-06 16:17pm
I feel like im in a dream 24/7. My
symptoms are generally consistent
throughout the day and dont fluctuate
much. Howeverm they get worse if I don't
get enough sleep (which is most of the
time because I have lyme disease and need
12 hours every night)
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Andrew1985
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 19 Oct 2006 Posts: 1
Posted: 10-19-06 21:47pm
Sounds like depersonalization to me. I
had a similar feeling for many years
although my conidition never compared to
that of other, more serious sufferers.
Check out this site and see if it applies
to your symptoms.
