Is It Really Me Or Is It the Medication Posted: 06-22-05 06:14am
I seem to feel fine during the day, but
when I come home in the evenings I don't
know who I am anymore.
I broke down over the phone to my mum
tonight, this has been the first time in
ages that I have truely cried again.
I'm at the point where I don't know if
it's the real me or the medication has
only made me worst.
I just hate the feeling of not knowing,
it's driving me crazy and I think I may
even be driving my boyfriend away as he
has been the only one that sees me the way
I am and he has been the one that I have
been taking alot of my moods on.
Have I become so blind?
I just feel like crawling into a hole and
hide, I hate this, I hate everything right
now. Hate seems to be the only thing I
seem to know these days.
When for a moment there I thought things
were going fine. Until it just seems to
crash on down!
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johnmcp
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 Jun 2005 Posts: 3 Location: UK
Posted: 06-23-05 14:06pm
Hi, what medication are you taking? Are
you suffering from depression or anxiety?
Both?
From what you have said it seems you are
on anti-depressants?
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Jemini
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 May 2005 Posts: 58 Location: Australia
Posted: 06-24-05 05:42am
I was taking avanz/miratizapan.
It's been two days now and guess what, I
am feeling, well good actually!!
I saw my theropist yesterday, she still
said that I should see my doctor.
I have not yet felt any bad
"come-down/withdrawals" side
effects....Yet....Maybe it just wasn't
agreeing with me.
Thanks debberd, will def drop you an
email, but at the moment I don't think I
need to as i'm feeling oddly fine....
I hope this is not going to one of those
where you get to a point where things feel
fine and then bang your down the bottom
again...
