Hello everyone,
my name is nariman, i'm 22 female living
all the way in egypt. I've been bulimic
for 6 yrs now.. Its been really
devastating..
But I decided its time to recover..
However hard this may be.. It needs to
be done.. Ironically i'm in my final
year of medical school and I know exactly
the harm i'm doing myself.
I think a week ago I reached my peak..
I couldn't even keep track of what I eat..
I eat anyyyything.. And even when it
feels bad.. I would go on to punish
myself.. Hoping that I would not do it
again..
Anyway... Like I said I decided to
leave this circus.. Now this is my 6th
day" thanks to god" binge free... Its
harder than I thought.. It feels like
withdrawal from an addiction or
something... I need someone to walk me
through this journey.. I'm afraid i'll
relapse if I go on alone.. Anyone
interested in being my online recovery
pal.. Someone who took this decision
and will do anything to stand by it
?
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poetmcc
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Mar 2005 Posts: 273
Posted: 06-23-05 14:09pm
Hi nari, how are you? I am so happy to
hear that you have taken the first step to
stop being bulimic. I used to not eat and
for a very short while I used to binge and
stuff but I have stopped mainly beause I
wanted to turn my life around. I am very
lucky, I only struggled with these issues
for 1.5 years...
Even now I want to stay thin badly but by
bingeing I gained weight. I realized that
eating healthy three meals a day is the
best way to stay skinny. I am not
completely over this, I still eat little
because I am afraid to gain but I am much
better off.
I know if I can do it, you can definetely
do it!! :) :)
you just have to make up your mind to it,
and vow to appreciate more things in life
and know you are a string person who can
beat this. Pm me whenever you want to
talk, i'm there for you.
