My Ex Boyfriend Is Psycho, It Is a Shame, I Am Scared Posted: 06-23-05 19:31pm
I am living in a nightmare
i was in love with this man that was so
great, did so many things for me
treated me like a princess, we had common
interests, it was easy and fun
i wish I could rewind time, because I wish
I never met him
i will miss him forever, I can not be just
his friend
he is mr.Jeckel, mr.Hyde
i can not believe anyone could be so nice,
supportive one minute and such a crazy,
mean, person the next.
He claims not to remember a lot of things,
I would answer the questions again, he
does not have alzehimers, he is young
enough still
something is wrong with his brain
he has a short temper, he is over the top
when he gets mad, when he thinks his
feelings are justified
he reads gary zucak, othe personal dev.
Books, but
he is not nice all the time, he was mean,
so I left
and I have to never look back, because he
makes threats to call the cops, and I live
with my family, and he called at all
hours
and it effects innocent people
and I wish he would not be psycho,
creating stories up
saying things about me that are not true
he said he was going to call the cops on
me for taking his medication, which I did
not, I could take a lie detectaor
test...
I can't believe how good he was at
manipulating me, and all
how could someone be nice, great,loving,
sweet, one hour and a complete aggressive
creep the next, when nothing happened
within that hour?
Now it is just my word against him
i just want to walk away from this
forever, I want to be safe
i ask for your prayers, I am trusting god
will keep me safe
and he will leave me alone
i do not want to involve the cops, ugh
i can't believe this is happening, why
me?
I feel like a fool, I am embarrassed. I
am really embarrassed.
He knows everything about me, he was my
best friend,
i feel so vulnerable.
Why does life have to be so difficult?
Why do people have the capacity to be so
sick, so twisted, cruel, one minute so
nice, funny
the next minute a looney tune that is
cursing, yelling and spitting in my face,
the face he claimed was the most beautiful
face he had ever seen
and all that other bs, which I never took
too seriously before
ugh, god help me
this is not fair...
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adams4E
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 23 Jun 2005 Posts: 5
Psycho Ex Posted: 06-24-05 20:08pm
Do not for one minute feel embarassed by
your ex-boyfriends actions. You have done
nothing wrong, you did the right thing by
walking away. I understand that losing
someone who was once your best friend will
be extremely hard, but you will get
through it, be strong. I always say: time
is the best and worse thing in the world
because it can be long, but it heals all
pain. It seems that you have realized
that he is mentally unstable, many people
have chemical imbalances that cause
problems like the ones he has, once again
this is not your fault! Unfortunatly you
can't erase the past and forget about him
but you can try to keep busy and get your
mind off of him. I know it sounds stupid
but it really helps me sometimes when I am
upset to be with friends and feel good in
general. In terms of wondering why its
happening to you, trust me babe, you are
not the only one! Many people can relate
to the pain and confusion you are
experiencing, but it will pass with time.
If your ex does not respect your family
and leave you alone, i'm afraid involving
the police may be the only way to keep
yourself safe. You are upset and rightly
so, but feeling sorry for yourself and
thinking you are dumb for dating him are
not the right attitudes to have. People
make mistakes, otherwise how would you
mold into the person you are today. Walk
away from this situation a stronger,
wiser, and more confident person, learn
from your experiences. Hang in there!!!
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shanti1
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 20 Dec 2004 Posts: 87
Thank You Adams4e, Thank You Everybody For Your Kind Words Posted: 06-25-05 13:00pm
Just read your post
made me tear up, thank you for the kind
words of support
it means a lot, thank you!!!!!!!!!! :)
it has been quiet around here, thank god!
He wrote a lot of mean, just name calling
stuff emails, they are just name calling,
no threats
i will save and print the emails, if
needed. I will defitenly not respond to
them. I am going to have to get another
email address, if he starts to fill my
mail box again... :cry:
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