Even when im not having anxiety or
anything I still feel soooooo out ther
that its not even funny I feel as
everything is a dream like its not real
like I dont know how im living or wakeing
up or anything I cant feel myself walking
its like im not even doing it I cant feel
myself talking cause its like everything I
say I cant comprehend it and it scares me
this is not like a depressed feeling of
like oh no im down in the dumps its more
like soo out there that you cant even feel
depressed cause you feel sooo weird like
your on a trip and your not comeing back
and it makes me soo mad and upset cause I
cant feel right ever even right now as I
type this down its all the time it neaver
goes away I try to cope with it but its
soo hard to do that when you dont have
hardley any reality you know its like ive
lost it all and there is no comeing back I
try to get out and go places but thats
even worse cause it makes me feel even
more out there like its not even real what
im seeing and feeling its like I cant feel
anything my emotions are all gone cause of
this its like I do things and I dont know
I even do them and that scares me cause
what if I do something crazy and not even
know I do it you know I dont wanna die I
just want this health question to go away
or at least be solved cause its getting
worse and ive been living this way for a
long time ive been stuck inside my house
in my room doing nothing cause I feel soo
bad and out there what could it be?
Nobody knows they say anxiety they sey
depression but its soo much more thats
unreal and I cant figure it out and it
sucks so if anybody feels this way I feel
for ya I know your pain so if you do feel
like this email me back or im me and lets
work on this together try to figure it out
you cant e mail me at paterack
321@aol.Com thanks.....
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Jordan H
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 23 Jun 2005 Posts: 74 Location: Calgary, AB, Canada
Posted: 06-24-05 19:49pm
I used to feel like that when I was a
teenager.. My parents even went so far as
to take me to therapists, when they
couldn't figure out what was wrong with me
they suggested that I get a blood test.
It turns out that I have a vitamin b12
difficincy which is heradetary I now have
to get a vitamin shot once a month and I
feel great, I can always tell when I am
due for this shot b/c I start to get
depressed and stop caring about things
that I know that are important to me.
Anyway, maybe you should get some more
testing, it could just be something as
simple as that.
