Joined: 26 Jun 2005 Posts: 2 Location: Texas City Texas
Need Help I Can't Stop Cutting Myself? Posted: 06-26-05 05:05am
Hi,
my name is jennifer and I am a cutter and
I am not proud of it at all.
I tried to let my dad know that I need
help for almost like 2 years now and I am
15 yrs old will be 16 on march 16th.
He said he will get me help never has.
I get flash back what had happen to me in
the past and I cry myself to sleep, I even
cut myself to wash the pain away, I tend
to force myself to vomit a lot and I eat
like a pig and then vomit.
I know I have depression.
My attiude towards my friends are mean and
hateful.
I quit going outside cuz I am scared.
I surround myself with crowds.
When I was 5 yrs old I was abused all the
way to 7 yrs old by my step mom.
I went through rape when I was 11 at a
store behind some place where no one will
see and I went through another rape in
2004 thats when I was 14 yrs old on
december 15th 2004. This time it was a
different guy and I have been blaming
things on myself and saying that it all my
fault and I brought this to myself and it
hurts a lot.
I have tried to kill myself so many times
but my dad always there at the right time
to stop me killing myself.
I went through racism when I was in the
5th grade and other kids hitting me. Then
again I went through it again in the 9th
grade kids throwing things at me and
calling me names like asians are not
allowed in the u.S.
I just now cut myself and I have been
trying to stop but I can't.
I need help.
Can anyone plzzz help me out plzzz.
I need advice before things go out of
control.
Sincerely,
jennifer.
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adamj
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 09 Jun 2005 Posts: 12
Posted: 06-26-05 06:25am
It's no wonder you feal so terrable after
having such a traumatis childhood. With
issues as complex as these I dont think
any of us are in a position to give you
advice. I might recamend therapy. It
would allow you to work through you issues
and perhaps allow you to just get on with
your life. If your father isnt helping
perhaps speak to someone else, like a
teacher and see if they can arrange
somethign for you.
I know it is difficult for you but please
hang in there, there is light at the end
of the tunnel!
Take care
xxxxxxxx
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Lonely_Yet_Sad
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 26 Jun 2005 Posts: 2 Location: Texas City Texas
Posted: 06-26-05 17:27pm
adamj
wrote:
it's no wonder you feal so
terrable after having such a traumatis
childhood. With issues as complex as
these I dont think any of us are in a
position to give you advice. I might
recamend therapy. It would allow you to
work through you issues and perhaps allow
you to just get on with your life. If
your father isnt helping perhaps speak to
someone else, like a teacher and see if
they can arrange somethign for you.
I know it is difficult for you but please
hang in there, there is light at the end
of the tunnel!
Take care
xxxxxxxx
my dad is finally listening to me I going
to see the doctor sometime this week and
get my depression under control.
I got him to listen to wat I have to say
and he is helping me.
Thanks for your advice and I just might go
and get therapy and I have to let my dad
know about it.
Well I have to go now to get my rest of at
least have some talk with my dad.
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adamj
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 09 Jun 2005 Posts: 12
Posted: 06-27-05 12:48pm
Well done you!!!
I really mean it, its hard to take those
first steps but thats what your are doing.
Just stay determined as you are and I
know you will get better.
Joined: 29 Jun 2005 Posts: 71 Location: sydney australia
Posted: 07-02-05 17:09pm
To lonelit may help to get a psychiatrist
who hopefully would manage your case
cutting is quite common and docs wont be
surprised, its usually caused by stress
and anxiety and the person feels more
relaxed for a while after cutting
look up cutting on the net, lots of info
and perhaps support groups
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2basciata
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Feb 2008 Posts: 1 Location: ,
i need help Posted: 02-11-08 14:22pm
I am cutting myself i did it in yer 10 and
i am stiol doing it am in yer 11 and less
then 15 week at school i am 15 now going
to be 16 in june 30th 2008 i have`nt tell
my mum i need help yet i riley want to diy
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