Are There Eating Disorder Centers In Fl, Or Low Cost Ones? Posted: 06-26-05 12:08pm
If I had the money
i would go to an eating disorder place,
retreat kind of place
my current dr is not helping me, he is
fully aware of it, but does nothing
i am on medicaid currently, I am on
disability for severe depression
i just want to hide in the covers all day
although I have been bored lately
i am going to back to work soon
except I gained 56 pounds and none of my
clothes fit :oops:
so this is going to be intereting :(
maybe I can work at chuck e cheese or
disney where I can wear some kind of full
costume, I would be dying of the heat, but
then I would never run into someone I use
to know
when they knew me as a size 0 to 2
man my life sucks :x
i am so hungry right now, did not eat
anything for over 12 hours
so I am geninuly hungry
:cry:
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poetmcc
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Mar 2005 Posts: 273
Hello Posted: 06-26-05 12:40pm
Hey shanti, how are you? I hope you got
my post about the scar cream. I am really
sorry to hear that your Dr. Is not
helping you when it is his job to do so.
I think the best thing for you to do is to
get a new Dr. Who will listen to you and
address your concerns- everyone deserves
this!
I understand you feel really bad that you
gained a lot of weight but there must have
been a root cause for that. Did you break
up with your partner? Traumatic event?
Depression? Identifying this would help
you decide what you need to do to overcome
that.
Remember, not eating like you said will
only result in bingeing and you will end
up gaining a lot of weight. Eating
moderately is the key. A Dr. Can help
you with this, like I said try finding a
new Dr.
Hope you feel better, pm me when you want,
i'm there for you. Take care of yourself.
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Staylor
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Jun 2005 Posts: 93
Hello Posted: 06-26-05 12:52pm
Hello,
i am a mental health counselor, I would
like to ask you what state you live in.
I work with clients who are on medicaid
actually that is all that I do work with.
Anyways if you tell me that state that
you live in I may be able to find a clinic
around you. I can not promise anything
because clinics are already hard to come
by anywhere and in some states there are
none what so ever. I think that also you
should look for a group in the newspaper
and go meet with them . I say this
because it is very important for a person
who has these types of issues as you do to
be around people with these issues who all
want one thing to get help. I do suggest
that you start seeing another doctor or a
nutritionist that your doctor can refer
you to. And I kno that you feel like you
have gained so much weight but maybe you
look healthy now as opposed to sick being
a size 2 now instead of a 0.
Hope this helped write back.
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Staylor
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Jun 2005 Posts: 93
Sorry Posted: 06-26-05 13:02pm
I didnt see that you were from fl.
These are some of the things that I found
and I only sent you things that do accept
medicaid or medicare...
Eating disorder associates
co-directors: janet carlson, lcsw and
isa van helden, lmhc
2477 stickney point rd., sarasota
365-6955
phone 941-365-6955
look online type in eating disorder
clinic+flordia+medcare
or
eating disorder
outpatient+flordia+medicare
again write back
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shanti1
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 20 Dec 2004 Posts: 87
Thank You Poetmcc And Staylor Posted: 07-03-05 16:25pm
I called for a new shrink, sorry
psychartirst, sp?
And they said they would send me some
paper work, to fill out
have not receivced it yet
i am praying I will get tomorrow, mon or
this week.
I am not at a healthy weight, I have
rolls, where I have pick up my lower tummy
and wash, I never had that
before!!!!!!!!
My tummy is so big, and flops over my
pants, gross!!!!!!!!!
I do not understand how this happened in
less than a year?
My body metaboilsm must really be screwed
up
it dumbfounds me, I could be on the old
show ripely's believe it or not
show, I would if I got paid,
poetmc, I will look into ordering that
cream, thanks a zillion for the info.
Someone else said to get laser surgery
done, I would once I have the money.
I have to wear elastic clothes, I am
physically uncomfortable, my bathing suit
does not fit me, I put on a big maternity
shirt over it
so I went in my mom's pool, I am
exercsing, well starting to again.
I just broke up with my boyfriend, who was
also my best friend
i really loved him, the positve aspects of
him, were on my list of what I wanted in a
partner, yet I learned he has this other
side of him
that emerged out, after a year, he can be
violent, mean, he is a liar
he had been putting me down, making things
up, he would tell others on the phone, I
say this and that, and it is nothing but
lies
i am dumbfounded, how could someone be one
way and then a complely different
person?
I do not understand it, he has something
seriously wrong with his brain
and I do too, in the sense, that I am
upset, I am embarrassed I was with him for
a year and half, I thought he loved me, I
trusted him
i had sex with him without condoms,
because I trusted him, we were in a
monogamous relationship, he is
desllusional, he said I slept with all
these people, and his neighbors, I do not
even know!
What??????????? The person I thought I
loved with all my heart, the person I woud
do anything I could possibly do, never
exisited
he is diganosed with bipolar, but I think
there is a lot more too it
he told me he can be best liar there is, I
did not have a tape recorder
i wish I did, it scared me
we broke up later that day, it was crazy,
he spit in my face
he said I never did anything for him
the hours and days, and weeks, compulative
hours on the phone,
i was never there for him, I never gave
him enough, according to him
and then after we broke up, he called at 5
am to say he was going to call the cops
because he said I am a thief, that I took
his pills
which I never did
he told me he took zanax and adavin and
was all dooped up, he did not remember
going to an a a meeting the nite before
he took his own dam pills himself, and he
did not call the cops
thank god
but then he sent repeated emails that I am
a thief
and that I am prostitute, and I am liar,
hyprocrite over and over again
the only ones were true, was that I am
bulimic and have vomit breath
but he still shoud not have sent all those
mean emails,
if days and months before he said how much
he loved me, thought all these great
things about me
yes, I am really stressed out
i will be okay though, I am playing soft
music, sitting out in the sun today
praying that things will be okay
i want to get help, and then move to
another state,
i don't know where
i want to change my name legally, I do not
want my ex boyfriend to find me.
I want to start my life over in a sense,
i need to heal.