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Hypochondriac1028
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Mar 2005 Posts: 312 Location: Ohio
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I Cant Deal With This Anymore
Posted: 07-06-05 19:57pm
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Im tired of being scared all the time im
only 18, im still a teenager. I wanna be
happy like I used to. I just dont know
what to do, I cant deal with this anymore,
its to much. I just wanna be happy
again. I wanna be able to have friends
and do all the things I used to be able to
do. I wanna cry all the time. I wish I
could just find a cure so we all could be
happy again, im so afriad im gonna die
alll the time, now my anxietys getting
even worse to were I have it bad in the
day time to. I wanted to go to high
school and college, and get a good job
working with reptiles and I cant, I cant
even be around people without without
having anxiety. Ive been nice to people
my whole life, ive onkly been in 1 fight
(i won lol)my whole life. I meen ive
always been a good person to people, I
just feel lost. It feels like things
will never change. Well I dont wanna
sound deppressing so ill stop typin lol.
Last edited by Hypochondriac1028 on 07-06-05 21:10pm; edited 1 time in total
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sandyallen
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Feb 2004 Posts: 4580
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Posted: 07-06-05 20:00pm
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Talk to your Dr. It is never a good idea
to put your phone# on the internet.
Sincerely,
sandy
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Hypochondriac1028
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Mar 2005 Posts: 312 Location: Ohio
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Posted: 07-06-05 20:31pm
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What, a serial killers gonna get my adress
and come to my house lol, oh well
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anxietyfreak
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Jul 2005 Posts: 97 Location: N/A
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Posted: 07-06-05 21:01pm
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Wow, u really do have bad anxiety. Im
sorry, why would u give ur number out to
the whole internet though? But I
understand though. U should go to a
physciatrist though, just to talk to
someone. Dont u have anyone to talk to
about ur problems like family, friends, or
partner? It always helps me when I have
someone to talk to, but I understand why u
want people like u to talk to, so that
they understand what ur going through, and
because u want someone to talk to that has
the same stuff as u too. Well u can
always pm me if u want to talk to someone.
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Hypochondriac1028
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Mar 2005 Posts: 312 Location: Ohio
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Posted: 07-06-05 21:21pm
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I was just freakin out when I typed that
and was desperate to talk to someone with
anxiety becuase nobody was on the forum,
ya that was dumb to put my number on here
lol. I just edited it though. I dunno I
do stupid things when im scared o.O
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anxietyfreak
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Jul 2005 Posts: 97 Location: N/A
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Posted: 07-06-05 21:34pm
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Ya me too, well it's a good thing u edited
it because u would have probably had a
really high phone bill if u didnt. Lol
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Hypochondriac1028
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Mar 2005 Posts: 312 Location: Ohio
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anxietyfreak
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Jul 2005 Posts: 97 Location: N/A
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Posted: 07-06-05 21:43pm
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Do u take ne meds for ur anxiety?
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Hypochondriac1028
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Mar 2005 Posts: 312 Location: Ohio
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Posted: 07-06-05 22:39pm
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Ive tried tons of meds. Xanax is the
best ive taken so far but right now im
not on anything except synthroid because I
have hyperthyroid. Hey do u some times
feel fine for weeks or even months at a
time then sometimes the anxiety is so bad
u cant even deal with it
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anxietyfreak
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Jul 2005 Posts: 97 Location: N/A
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Posted: 07-06-05 22:42pm
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Yeah, I always get that way, my anxiety
will not be as bad for a long time and
then it will just start to act up really
bad. But it's not as bad as it was when
it first started.
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Hypochondriac1028
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Mar 2005 Posts: 312 Location: Ohio
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Posted: 07-06-05 22:56pm
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Ya im definatley better now then I was in
the beginning. When I first started
getting panic attacjks I couldnt get out
of my bed for about a mont
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sandyallen
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Feb 2004 Posts: 4580
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Posted: 07-06-05 23:16pm
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Yes, please don't think I was jumping on
you! I just care about what happens to
people! Just please get some help!
Sincerely,
sandy
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Hypochondriac1028
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Mar 2005 Posts: 312 Location: Ohio
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Posted: 07-06-05 23:21pm
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Do u think theres something physically
wrong with me?
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anxietyfreak
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Jul 2005 Posts: 97 Location: N/A
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Posted: 07-07-05 03:00am
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There's nothing wrong with u. It's all in
ur head. U will be fine. I promise.
Dont forget to pm me.
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Anettb
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 06 Jul 2005 Posts: 7 Location: Norway
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So Sad!
Posted: 07-07-05 05:06am
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I was so saddened by reading your entry..
You are so young, and me not being all
that much older (24;) and remembering my
life 6 yrs ago, well that stigns.. I have
had panic attacks for 6 months now, but I
was fine with it until it suddenly
reblossomed 4 days ago, and it is scaring
and it saddens me... No one should go
through something like this, and
especially not someone as young as you!!!!
I am jealuos of all those people going
around, waking up every morning being ok,
waking up with a smile, eating their
breakfast going to school, jobs etc.
While I have to strain myself not to fall
completely apart, I have to force myself
into the shower, dressing and drinking my
coffee when all the time I just want to
die... I have come to the point where I
realize that what i'm fearing is fear
itself, i'm scared of getting another
panic attack and therefore i'm stuck in a
viscious sircle.. I really really really
hope you get the strenght to find a
doctor, psychologist, therapist that can
see the problem and you seperate and be
able to help you.. It is very straining
to have attacks evenings as well as
mornings.. Mornings are my worst time.
It's to quiet, to still to nothing to be
able to concentrate on anything... I wish
you all the best. And, allthough it's not
a consalation: i've been there and it does
get better! But you must never ever give
up, fight it everyday and one day at time
you will see light at the end!
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trishabunny
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Jul 2005 Posts: 216 Location: manitoba
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I Know What Your Going Through
Posted: 07-13-05 13:36pm
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Whell
I know exacctly how you feel im going
through the same thing right now
it is very stressful and I dont even want
to go into the stores with my boyfrind
anymore because of my anxety.It seems like
everytime im around people that I dont
know are im in a big crowd of pople I
freeze up or somthing I get all shaky I
feel like I cant breathe my mind races and
I feel scared and really paranoyed. I
wish that it would just go away sure I can
carry on with my life. And be happy like
I used to and it seems like the only time
that I dont get anxious is whenever I am
drunk.I was going to go back to school but
now I aint even sure if I want to because
of my anxiety I think ill just do my ged
whell good luck
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krissyxOx
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Jul 2005 Posts: 3 Location: i cant say
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My Vigina
Posted: 07-13-05 14:04pm
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My vigina is sore what should I do?
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krissyxOx
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Jul 2005 Posts: 3 Location: i cant say
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Posted: 07-13-05 14:07pm
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My breasts are getting too big and I dont
like them that way is ther something I can
do? My boy frined says there nice that
big and when we were haveing sex he said
that he wanted them bigger what shoudl I
do?
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trishabunny
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Jul 2005 Posts: 216 Location: manitoba
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Go to the Doctors
Posted: 07-13-05 14:16pm
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Ahh go to the doctors.
And tell your boyfriend that he should be
happy wit the way that you are
you shouldnt be or feel guily for being
the person that you are
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