Hey guys. Remember I came in here all
happy the other day cuz my ex (the one I
cheated on) had finally taken me back?
Well I think he did it so he could get
back at me. He went and showed the entire
town every letter I had ever written him.
A lot of those were very personal. I
never thought he would do something like
that. I know he's hurt by what I did, but
I truly thought he was above those
childish games. I don't know what to do.
I'm so hurt and confused. I guess I
deserve it but he showed every person I
hate!
I
feel like curling up in bed and not waking
up until march! On the flip side, I
patched things up with my babys daddy so
we're ok now. (not together, just getting
along) I really need to make up my mind
what I want huh? I just don't know what
to do. Last night I took everything that
reminded me of my ex, (his pictures,
cologne, the diamond necklace he gave me
for christmas, anniversary cards, etc.)
and put it in a box and threw it into the
back of my closet. Along with the big
teddy bear that wouldnt fit in the box.
Do you think i'm just over-reacting? All
I know is that I want to forget the fact
that he ever existed as quickly as I can.
also,
(im not completely sure its true) but I
have been told he said he would rather me
die then have nething to do with me
anymore and that if I ever came around him
with my baby in my arms he would backhand
me. This dusnt sound like anything he
would say at all. Ive known hime for 4
years. But I just don't know what to
believe. Do you really think I deserve
what he did to me? My so called best
friend said I got what was coming to me
and then she called me a prostitute.
